Unlucky July

well this 2nd half part of july
doesnt works well for me
it rather to say unlucky
really everything didnt goes in it way
sometimes it too late to know that we had done thing wrongly
the chance that have been given must be
graded nicely
what your parents had been naging is
to say rather true in future lifes
now we may think it just another story telling
but i am starting to realise that
what they say
is rather true
just we haven realise it
so do listen to what your parents
had adviced you to
it for your own good!

Am rather Happy today

ok i have got like about 15 min to finish this post
wooo
wondering~
today was rather boring
i sat there doing nothing the whole afternoon
most of the time sleeping
and actually
i think i am becoming more of the side of a PIG
always sleeping...LOL
haiz what to do...
now i am waiting for the PC fair
so i could get a modem of my own
at lease i get to online in the afternoon
i m finishing my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows very soon
and i was actually thinking of getting
the Half Blood Prince
and continue reading
due to
when i was starting reading the book now
i get rather blur on what i am reading
rather borring in the front
ok got to go now

July's last post

haiz...
normally this is be this week's last post
now late in the midnight
and if someones find out i haven't sleep
i will be so so so dead
LOL~
actually i don't know what to write
saja wanna post something
hehehe ignore this please
wonder how many people really do read my blog besides myself lol
anyway
just wanna let out some of my feeling here
some pressure that cant being said or tell to people who are close to me...
in a sudden i feel that
i will rather treasure friends that i don't really know them deeply
then friends who i know so so so long
ignore this to if you want

friends~
coming and going...
some were nice to you,
some just uses you.
some truly care about you,
some just wanna take advantage of you.
some will truly help you,
some will just ignore you.
both of the kind of friend ,
i also had met before
and also had been badly betray
deeply hurt before
and never had recover~

OK till here then
this is what i am feeling now
do treasure you friend sincerely
don't wait till you had lose it and try to recover back the friendship
trust me
a friendship that has been broken,
cant be recover again!

Not feeling great lately,under to much pressure

since i had created this blog
i felt that most of the post were rather negative then positive
something is not right here
isn't it my luck or should i say the changing of fate
who knows O.o?
well~
everything hasn't been how to say in it order lately
it like everything is changing in a sudden
and i dint have the chance to get uses to it.
seriously
there are more negative things happening around me
and it isn't in my sense that i wanted it
maybe this is the real kind of life that we should facing
when we are in the real world
i mean now it seems like
we are in the hands of our parents
and everything has been ready for us
and we don't need to worry about money problem
or economy crisis etc..
but it seems like things really don't goes the way you like
problem makes people grow
now i really truly understand what my parents were saying
for the pass few years...
to me this pass 3 year was a nightmare
and i don't even want to think back
what i had went though
what i had done
what i had face...
truly it a nightmare
a horrible one~
at the beginning of 2008 i was actually thinking
it might change from nightmare to maybe a better view
but i was wrong
it is normal at first but
i changes from nightmare to hell in the end
and it is just the beginning of being in hell.
to outsider its like watching a movie or something
people may even laugh at you...
really surely hope that things may get better soon
otherwise i really don't know how much longer could i suffer from this kind of pressure
and started being mad~

Total bad luck

haiz...now
only Friday night,Saturday and Sunday i get to
online~
poor me
my weeks are going to pass very slowly
for sure
haiz what to do
who ask me to get catch for using the old modem
haiz...
never mind PC fair is coming
so i m so getting a modem myself
no matter what
i need one
so afternoon i can online
then night time only keep it
this is the least thing that i can do for myself
haiz.....
anyway
do hope that there is more luck coming
as my final exam is just around the corner
hope i would get more flying colour this time
sure hope so
with the result full with flying colours
sure i will get my freedom back
now is a total non-freedom zone
i can finish a harry potter book in less then a week
so think it over
how am i passing my afternoon everyday~ LOL
super slow...
and as if i would open my teks book more....= =
i was thinking
maybe this blog that i had just open may just be renew weekly
who knows o.O?
ok you can ignore me!

I feeling great today

well
this morning i had a quarrel with my mum
cause i woke up a few min late
and she had to wake me up
that why i say parent are sometime unreasonable
just because i woke up a few min late
and she can say until
see told you not to play so late you don't wanna listen
bla bla bla and so on
then this morning i wasn't in a good mood
so i just answer back for my rights
and just bang the door and walk out...
so she just expropriate the modem
and she thinks that i dont get to online
without the new modem
muahahhaahaha
but~!!!
lucky i m ready for it
i keep the old modem
muaahahhaha
so i still get to online
but~
not so early woooooow

Things I buy at the YE Sales Fair

I bought a few thing from other school

firstfrom CGL cute i donno what the name is but it cute

RM8 [ big ]

RM3[ small ]

This is frm CLHS
traditional style book quite nice

act the had drawn something on top but it too ugly so i ask for a blank one

RM6.90

this is from MGS couple bookmark

this idea they use it before already but different thing la

ok la quite nice also...

RM5

this is from PCGHS couple ginger bread

ok la quite nice and its magnetic

RM6.90

this is from sacret heart

RM10

2008 Young Enterprise Queensbay Sales Fair

The pass 2 days is
2008 Young Enterprise Queensbay Sales Fair
our school is one of the schools that joined
YE so i m in the competition too...
ok first
saturday early in the morning we were crazy
about the decreation and everything
hehe
cause the one in charge of the decreating
and ... haiz
they do nothing
so i was like scolding this scolding that
muahahaha
ok after everything was set up woohoo
i when shopping de
first we when to a movie
we watch Jurney to the centre of the earth
wow nice show
then after that we when back to the stall to check on things
then i when around for market survey
ok la some school's produce quite nice
some so so only
some yuckx
after the market survey i when for lunch
free KFC voucher...
after that nothing much
duty at stalls till 8 and clear up all the stocks
ok the next say
i when there at the same time
but this time i didnt so any of the set up works
but just stand there asking people to do thing
muahahhahaa
after that sze wei mum spend us breakfast at coffee bean
wow nice
i forgot what i had eaten
but it real nice very very nice....
then jenny come find us so we when eat again
muahahah
but this time not much la
cause me and tracy still very very full
then suddenly
whole Queensbay black out
wow it the first i get to stay at a black out in a mall
hahaha funny experience
then it my duty time
nothing much
promote promote promote
at the last 30 min of sales
every schools is like crazy
shouting like crazy
then finish....

Whatsoever now...

OK they want it this was lets make it this way
less computer more TV more hand phone
either way CHOOSE!!!!
what i just wanna say
it doesn't works!!!
taking away the computer doesn't makes any better
and another thing
trust people who knows more about computer
is not though their age OK
small doesn't means they don't know computer
but the other way round they know more then you
sometime you just kind of need to listen to what other people's advice
and don't just do anything you think you wanted too...
i mean it so annoying you know
people keep on calling you to bed
i know i had classes the next day
but i know how to manage my time OK
i don't need you guys like everyday bugging me around
i m not a baby anymore Ok
you guys only know how to say freedom is given
but whats freedom in your eyes
isn't the same as mine
i swear i m so leaving here
you guys site
when i got the chance
i m so going to other place's college
even if you guys don't want to support me
i can get the school's fee paid by myself
no matter how i swear i m gonna leave here

Why can't they be more understanding!!!!

Seriously..tell me
which teenager nowadays doesn't online till late night
who doesn't do that!!!
please la
as if parent take away our computers
and we would like put more time on our so call books
my god
i m so irritated by their action
taking away the computer doesn't makes any better
we will just like be wasting more of our time on other useless things
and they are so childish to think that
taking away our computer will not makes any better
or we will put more time on our studies
you their brain la
students now uses computer to study OK
that why publisher nowadays
give CD as free gifts when we buy any reference book
use their brain la!!!!
so irritated by their action
they only thing i can say is
NOTHING WILL WORKS IF YOU TAKE AWAY THE COMPUTER!!!!!!!

Starts with my first post...

OK i was thinking of having a blog a long time ago...
now finally i had the time to really do so~
well i will mostly write the post in English as my Chinese sucks...XD
so today i had my blood taken for the blood test...
from the experience that i have had for taking blood calm my fear down
now it totally like nothing when i had my blood draw~
actually it not a good day for me
or should i say it is bad luck
got scolded when i just awaken,
stupid sejarah teacher hating me
aiks!
just hated her
stupid black ant
bird brain idiot
just hated this kind of teacher
don't know how they passed their teacher test
haiz...
really bad luck for having this kind of teacher as teacher
OK stop the topic of the stupid idiot
well our Young Enterprise Queensbay Sales is coming up
so tomorrow we are going to rush our last producting..XD
so no need study!!!woo
ya another thing
yesterday i heard my friend said
other school's YE got the news that this years Union YE very pro
so they are like going to boycott us
wakakkakaakak
well it a good thing that others know we are better
hahahah
wish this year we got a few price....
is sure can
muahhahahaha