Start from now on

Start from today onwards
i will only be renewing my blog
once or twice a month
unless its a special day or something
if not i wont be renewing my blog
anymore~
lifes getting bored
although it holiday
but i feel rather lifeless
i miss school actualy
but i am not looking forward to form 5's life
its just gonna be more
pressure and more tears
~Hated being form 5
~Hated being in the same class with oka and weirdo
~Hated SPM
~Hated 2009
i just want some peaceful life
just wanna enjoy my sdo-x
enjoy being stupid
................
why cant life be more easy
rather then working till dead= =
i m just have a bad time now
kinda emotional
so just ignore me
I JUST HATE MYSELF~!!!

虽然讨厌不过很感谢

昨天跟某人skype时
那个某人在玩audition
然后就听到了
那个新的组合
叫什么BY2的
某人竟然跟我说
'' miso 我爱上他们了怎么办 ''
我只是很气的说
'' 你的事啦 …… ''
某人又问
'' 做么你吃醋啊 …… ''
就是吃醋啦很明显嘛
不过我只是静静什么都没说
但是我把skype的persional msg
换成
'' 是吃醋又怎样 ''
过了一下子某人看到了就说
'' 你真的吃醋的啊 …… ''
我就是
'' 没有……''
某人又说
'' 是么，不要假假 ……''
'' 是啦吃醋啦很明显啊 ''
'' 哎哟，他们是明星不可能的啦，
那你喜欢东方神起我也是会吃醋啦……''
呵呵……
很明显嘛
就是在吃醋啊
我是吃醋怎样……!!!
好了不说了啦
要疯掉了啦……

First day of holiday

OK i admit
for the pass few days
i m really lazy to renew anything here
and i dont think i will continue
the story to my vacation last week...
Today is the first day of my holiday
and its the end of 4P4
good bye my form 4 class
some friends of mine
cauze i am dropping add math
so i m going to 5P4 next year
but i will still continue add math tuition
[ps: i think its a right choice to drop add math
cause when i went to the fom 5 add math tuition
i really felt hard...]
Anyway next year is my SPM year
really wish i get the result i wanted
And actually for my finals
i am quite satisfied with my result acually
well...ok la i think ...
but wonder will i get scold when they saw my report card
haiz....
aiya dont care first la...
should just enjoy my holiday first....

Just came back from Holiday

For the pass 3 days
i had when to KL and Genting Highland.
just came back and felt so tired...
ok now i m going to renew the post for the last 4 days


Thusday [ 6-11 ]
when for test in school
add math paper 1 and sejarah
well we was all so excited cause its almost like the last day of exam
as sivik is not an importent subject to us
after the exam i when home with tracy
later when to gurney for a shop
need to buy something for the trip
when to Kim Gary
had our lunch
then when for a shop
bought some stuffs
when home....nothing much

Friday [ 7-11 ]
when to school for the stupid sivik test
didnt even study for that
useless subject
when home early at 9am
bring cai minn with me
and when i was signing for the permission out
the stupid Pn.Txxxn keep on nagging on us
say ' act u all cant go home like that blur blur blur......'
whatever just ignore her and go home
then pack my things and set off for KL...
between the jurney
we stoped at ipoh for brunch
after that we continue on the jurney...
i just kind of slept the whole jurney from ipoh to kl
after reaching kl
we got to drive to KLCC ourself
as my sister have to work so she will joined us at night
we gone though the wrong way
but at last we manage to when in to KLCC car park to
[ps: for me i actually dont really like KL much ,
cause its big and very compicated and scary ]
went for a walk at KLCC
we even when in to Louis Vuitton (LV) as my mum wanted to buy a beg from there = =
later on me and cai minn walked ourself
we kind of shoped the whole KLCC
i bought some stuffs...quite expensive.
At night we when across to Pavilion and had our dinner
quite nice and its not expensive at all
again we shoped the whole shopping complex
and yes again i bought stuffs...
then we when to Starhill
where there is all the famous brands in the world
would be there
yes mum when in LV again
this time we saw a beg that cost RM 224000
WTH...
i can buy a car with that price ... O.O
after that we when to hotel to rest
sister and parents when to cc as my mum need to finish up some work
later on when its was time i wanted to sleep
sze wei called me and we were on the phone for about 1hour or more
OMG... i was so awake after that
that i cant sleep at all
and cai minn was telling cool jokes antil my sister said
'' peng kui '' [ in cantonese ]

TBC....

Stop blogging for 3 days

Well its nearly the end of my finals
and i m finishing my finals
at 7th November 08.45am
muahahahha....
and i will be leaving Penang
from 09.30am and afte the following 3 days
so i will stop blogging for 3 days
will follow up yesterdays thing
on monday...
night guys....

I Failed another subject

Haiz...
this is what wei ming said
'' last minute hug buddha's leg' effort ''
haiz
but i actually do study this time
really
i do finish all the chapters
but is just that i didnt memorise them
haiz
i actually fail my modern math and modal
WTH...
but modal i already know i would fail
cause i didnt memorise the definisi
so...
but modern math
i thought i did better this time
who knows also fail
haiz...
but the unexpected thing is
i got rather high in my BC essay paper
WOW for a person who sucks in her BC for so many year
69/100 is not a bad result
but usually my essay paper is better then the answering question paper...
well for the paper today
Perdagangan still ok
but the BC WHT
rubbish all over the passage [ 概述文 ]
in case the teacher wants all student to fail their chinese = =
i am like sambil doing it sambil scolding the teacher LOL
ok another thing is
someone just cant change their princes' sickness [ 王子病 = 自恋 ]
天生自恋就是改不掉
有喜欢自拍
还说自己很帅...= =
[ps：不过是蛮帅一下的啦……好彩他看不到我称赞他……wakaka]
明明就很高兴
有得迟上学
还在那边说
'' 怎么办……迟上学要做么叻……= =''
真是顶不顺他……

不守自己许下的承诺

虽然
我答应自己不再去想了
可是今晚
我有很不听话的
看回了
那些回忆……
结束过后
我以为
我再也不敢click进
'他' 的blog半步
可是今天
看会了我自己以前的post后
终于
我又click进了
我帮他弄的部落
我知道他不会在看我的部落
也不会在继续写部落
不过我还是去
看会以前他所写的
有很感动
有很想哭的感觉
可是还是忍住了……
结束到现在快要一个约了
我依然没有否定
他不是我的mr.right
只是我们开始的时间不对……
没办法继续走下去
不过有时我会想
如果你没问我……
我没回答你……
我们没有开始过
就像以前那样我会不会比较好受
可是
事实证明了
我这个想法是错的
我会很珍惜那些回忆
永远都不会忘记……

Another Boring Sunday

Its another boring sunday
same old same old
woke up later in the morning
didnt had my breakfast as usual
when to Old Town for lunch
get back home
flooding in and out of my friends blog
surprisingly...
most of my friends have their own blog
O.O
no offiends...
some even have their blog shared with their BF[envy-ing]
this is what i wish
or should i say had already done before
but unfortunately after a few post
its time for the blog to end its life...
i know i had promise myself
not the recover the memories
but i just cant stop it from popping out my mind
what should i do O.O?
any advice i suppose?
whenever it pop out my mind
i felt so unfair
so ...
i donno what to say
i suppose if there is any advice
feel free to leave a comment...

The Beginning of November and the end of Form 4

Well its the beginning of November
i when to Gurney Plaza today
as my supplier called up yesterday
asking me to collect my mirotic poster [4 for them]
at gurney today as the Thai artist
' Golf & Mike '
are having their autograph section there today
Actually i was thinking to grab a few picture
but unfortunately
my movie start at 12.05 noon
and their are not there yet
surprisingly
i saw some fans
well i wonder am i early or there is not much fans
....questioning?
but they are really quite handsome...seriously aren't they?
but i will always be loyal to TVXQ [oppa dont worry ya i will always support you....>//<] and so i when to watch High School Musical 3 - Senior Year Well as usual i love the show
they are all so handsome and pretty...admire them
oh ya before the movie
i when to check on the price of the PSP
but sadly
non of the sales person 'layan' me
when i enter the Sony Centre
WTH...isit their are look down on kids
i mean teens
is not that i dont have the money to buy it
just i wanna check out the price
if its reasonable i will pay straight away
i bring the amount of money with you in case they dont know = =
not showing off
but nowadays
their service really sucks
they often look down on teens
as if like we cant afford to pay of something
just hated that...
ok i think that all
oh ya...
i am trying to convince myself that everything is over
there is no more recovering
ITS ALL OVER~!?!?!
i should think so much
and should accept new things
what that its over its really over...