Start from now on

Start from today onwards
i will only be renewing my blog
once or twice a month
unless its a special day or something
if not i wont be renewing my blog
anymore~
lifes getting bored
although it holiday
but i feel rather lifeless
i miss school actualy
but i am not looking forward to form 5's life
its just gonna be more
pressure and more tears
~Hated being form 5
~Hated being in the same class with oka and weirdo
~Hated SPM
~Hated 2009
i just want some peaceful life
just wanna enjoy my sdo-x
enjoy being stupid
................
why cant life be more easy
rather then working till dead= =
i m just have a bad time now
kinda emotional
so just ignore me
I JUST HATE MYSELF~!!!