End of the blog's life again

Since I didn't get in...
means goodbye new template...
goodbye old blogy...
feel free to drop by
my new blogy
farewell blogspot~

Matterealities

Matterealities,
a word that I don't think really suit me.
If you said that I'm matterealisties,
well not really.
[ ps:although I have many crave,and all of them are kinda expensive -0-]

Seriously,
honestly,
I'm not pampered by my parents.
My parents wouldn't buy such expensive things for me,
although my family is in quite good condition.
My parents wouldn't hire a maid to do household jobs,
I got to do my own thing.
From a rather younger age till now,
I have been given things to do
so I'm seriously not pampered!

End of those craps...
The reason I started this post,
is not to tell people that I am not pampered,
or rather matterealities
BUT to say that I am so dying for Iphone now!!!
[ ps:I want to change everything that I am having now...T^T I have been using them since very very long ago. ]

Just now,
when I was having brunch,
I saw a family,
which consist of a couple of cause,and 2 children that are around my age.
[ ps:both are boys,not handsome but rich !]
They was touching or texting with their Iphone,
when their are walking out!!!
WTH!!!
I totally deserve it!
And their father
[ ps:the rich guy!!!]
He had 2 phone,
one is Iphone and another is like mine Nokia 6300
I don't relay on my parent for buying it for me.
I could pay my own...
but still kinda need somemore saving...
[ ps:Just if my mum find out,I am so dead ! ]
Haiz....
OK maybe you would think that I am starting going towards the direction of being
'' MATEREALITIES ''
yes I admit myself,
I want those things...
Haiz....

Well,
I am going to change it for myself,
after SPM.
For sure...

New Moon Official Trailer

WOW,
after last year's Twilight...
a series of novel written by Stephenie Meyer
[ ps: another author that I admire after J.K.Rowling ]
a series of novel that I read after Harry Potter...
Well,
I haven't actually finish everything,
yet twilight too -0-

I didn't actually support by buying those series of novels
as it hell expensive...
although Harry Potter is way more expensive -0-
[ps: Happy Potter is a gift from my couson,it cost me nothing to own those Harry Potter books...xD]
I had all those series of novels saved in my pendrive...
Its kinda hard to read,
because you can only read them with the computer -0-
I 'm not planning to buy them anyway,
since Tracy had already had them...
so I mind as well just borrow them from her...

So,
back to the topic...
I know that the Official Trailer of New Moon (the second novel)
had already release...
and will be official in cinema on 20th November 2009 -0-
[ ps:WTH...I just started my SPM by that time...]
but I haven't really seen the trailer,
so while I was hang out at people's blog...
I suddenly saw the trailer...
OMG!
Edward is going to leave Bella???
Bella is going on with Jacob???
No way!!!
but its true that Jacob become way more handsome compare
with Twilight with the long hair,
now he has really short hair,
and yet handsome xD
But still I like Edward more -0-
[ ps: Tracy said that when she was reading New Moon about half way round...she had they feeling like stop reading it...and just throw the book aside...It makes me wonder is it that angry while reading it ... O.O? ]

OK,
end of those crap...
bellow is the traller...enjoy guys~



Hrm....
Should be quite nice...
I think...
Well...
till then we just have to wait

Sometimes 4

Water seems to wash my migrant away
I m feeling better now...
at least better then before...
I d actually thought of
running away 
from everything...
but i cant
this is my responsibility
I must learn to face it
whether that i like it or not...
I m trying to get everything done in time
and 
I would not again
demand anything that doesnt belongs to me
from the ones
I love...
will only accept something 
that is willing to be present to me...
keeping everything to myself
is still my best choice...
not showing my emotion
not showing my feeling
just follow it...
I am seriously tired...
asking and begging
make me lost my personality
only accept thing that been given to me...

From someone that had think over her thoughts....

Sometimes 3

Dont ask me why
these few post is named Sometime...
I dont even know why myself...
Just came by
not feeling like doing anything 
or seeing anything
just need 
a short break...
feeling tired but is not the time to rest
so much thing to do 
with so limited time...
what can I do?
can anyone guild me?
I seriously needed some advice...
help is needed
if you would just cherish me...
the feeling is like
I am as transparent as the flowing water...
I really felt unsafe something
being so far apart
when I only get to know and see
through communication...
how good that you could understand...
how wish that you will know
what am i thinking...
how wish...
May my wish come true...
it is still a question mark....< ? >

Written by someone which demand too much...
and feeling unsafe...

Sometimes 2

Just came back from school
felt so tired and stress out
as there is 

so many thing
wait to be done
so many thing
needed to be done...
Really had a serious headache today...
so stressed out 
when it was account period...
first time in history
i felt that i am going to fail my account
as i m so weak on
'' Penyata Pendapatan ''
my weakest part in account...
and
the worst thing is
now it combines with 
'' Perkongsian ''
so we had to do all...
'' Penyata Pendapatan ''
'' Untung Rugi / Bersih ''
'' Pengasingan ''
'' Semasa ''
and lastly not forgetting
'' Kunci Kira-kira ''
OMG...!!!
DO SO MUCH JUST TO GET 
A TOTAL OF 25 MARKS MAX...!!!
WTH...
i cant even finish it
in 1 hour
how am i going to do if this parts comes out in the exam...
i m so failing my account!!!
i m so stress now
leaflet need to be finish by tomorrow
magazine design's deadline is around the corner...
this is really a hard year for me
so much challenge
so much thing to do...
so many things to care bout...
what should i do?
i m so lost
and thanks to those useless dumbbell in my class
who only know how to criticize people
and do nothing
my headache is getting worst!!!
HELP~~!!!
SERIOUSLY I NEED A REST
IT TOO MUCH FOR ME 

AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By someone who is very stress out now!

Sometimes 1

Sometimes I just don't know what to say...
am I too fussy
or I demand too much...
i just dont understand...
its my problem 
or is it yours...
am I too hard to understand?
or should i say i am too niggardly?
or i didnt wait long enough...
sometimes,
i just dont feel like quarreling with your
just save the feeling to myself...
is it so difficate too leave some of your time 
for me?

someone who demand too much i guess...

The True Age Test

hoho...this post is about my true age test
[ps:if you had view the first one in tracy's blog
you would know who childish she is!!!]
muahahahahaha.....
as you see my other friend
Georgina Jenny Rain Hero...etc
[ps:her name is very long...as she have endless hubby...-0-']
she is more childish!!!
they 2 somemore always ' hap ' me
say me ' gi na '
see la!!!
who the ' gi na ' here
the true age of the 2 ' gi na '  combine is 20
[ps: 7+13=20 LOL ]
hohoho...
I am more mature then you 2!!!!
so dont call me ' gi na '
you 2 babies!!!
muahahahahaahahha...xD
 

Bought a new bag

Mum went to Dubai today
so before we went to had Dim Sum
at Citital...
after that when to QB
cause mum wanted to get
something from her shop
so while waiting for her
I went shoppig in Jusco
actually I didnt wanted to buy anything
but i ended up buying a new bag...^^ above is the picture of my new bagand my lappy top...^^
mum is taking a midnight flight to Dubai
she should be checking in by now
at KLIA....
have fun mum~
love ya...
and remember my presents
hehe^^

50 Days

Finally...
its already
50 Days
and more
and more
and more
to go..........................

Unknown title

Wanted to write something
but it ended up nothing on my mind
getting a bit moody
I wonder why?
thinking bout getting a
16GB or a 32GB's
iPod Touch....
wondering???
going for check up tomorrow
wondering what the doctor will say again...
hrm..i think its still the same words...
haiz...
worring bout something...
it may sounds easy
when you say it 
but it will be harder then it looks
working and paying for your own fees...
wondering to borrow loan or...
it there other ways?
although dear said would shares 
the daily expenses...
but i still need a list 2k every month
to actually live...
is there other easier ways?
i dont even know would i make it?
......its still an unknown mistery.....

School's Really OLD

It was such a beautiful morning
except that I have to go to school 
cause its monday -0-
and leave my dear
on the phone unwakened...
What a surprised that I wasnt sleepy
after I got down the bus...
OK end of the borring story
so I got to class as soon as possible
get into my seat
and started chat with my gang
remembering that I still haven wrote my BM lisan
and started writing...
Later then the bell rang
get ready for english period,
and yet leafy is late...always the same leafy -0-
after her entrance
just because somebody did not stand and wish her good morning 
and she just got crazy and nag us for almost the whole period
thank god for that i get to finish my lisan in time
muahahahaha...
but she is crazy so we just ignore her by the way...
OK then its my turn to lisan
and yet I was not that nervous
but because I didnt memorise my speech
so...hehe
skip~
then suddenly!!!
boom!
our block is out for electrical supply
OMG for the whole day your know
its so damn HOT!!!!!!!
oh by the way to make it short
my enemy bring cockroach to school
muahahahahahahahaha……

Back to Jail...

Well school is gonna reopen 
TODAY...
as in 23th March 2009
Time flies...Its already a week since my test...
I am wondering what did i do
during holidays...
conclusion is
I have no idea about it... -0-
its like sleeping online eatting sleeping
over and over and over 
again and again and again...
WTH...
i m wasting my time here...
OK gotta sleep now
night guys~

I will prove that you are WRONG

Although i had been scolded
but i am rather happy...
because!
i know how to fight back...
muahahahah.............
i will prove that what you say is wrong...
muaahahhahaah...........

If your are so perfect enough

Nobody in this world is perfect
that include '' YOU '' too...
as if you are so PERFECT
if you are so perfect enough
why dont you do everything yourself
and why would you consider your so call '' FACE ''
you see this is the culture of the chinese
everyone wants their '' FACE ''
[ so call '' AI BIN '' in hokkien,
call it '' SEI YOU MIN '' in cantonese]
I admit that i m not perfect....
and hello i m just 17th ok
what do you expect me to know......
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE VERY FREE...
AND YOU HAVE THOSE EXTRA TIME TO BOTHER
ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE's BUINESS,
BUT I DONT!!!
SO SHUT UP!!!
IF YOU ARE SO PERFECT AND SO GENIUS ENOUGH
YOU SHOULD DO THAT FOR ME!!!
WHY DO YOU JUST SIT THERE AND DO NOTHING
BUT ONLY USE YOU BULL SHIT MOUTH
AND COMMENT OTHERS
IF YOU ARENT SO PERFECT...
THEN FCUK OFF...
STOP BOTHER ABOUT MY BUINESS...
AND IF YOUR ENGLISH IS SO '' GOOD ''
PROVE IT!!!!!
I ADMIT I DO SPEAK BROKEN ENGLISH
SO WHAT
AND HELLO THIS IS MALAYSIA WE ARE TALKING...
WHO DOESNT SPEAK '' MANGLISH ''
AND PLEASE LA...
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT WHEN WE ARE TEXTING
100% BRITHIS ENGLISH?
YOU'RE NUTZ!!!!
I admit that i m lazy
so what i mean who doesnt
dont tell me you havent been through any lazyness situation before...
duhh...
I dont mean to say this but...
seriously you're too '' GIA SU ''
[afraid of losing...]
or people say '' SU BE KI ''
ya la ya la...
you are the '' GOD '' mah
YOU ARE THE MOST PERFECT HUMAN ON EARTH
but without brain...
YOU ARE THE MOST SMARTEST HUMAN ON EARTH
but without any invention...
YOUR ENGLISH IS THE BEST AMONG MALAYSIA
but still speaks '' manglish ''
YAYAYA WHATEVER
duhh... as if you are .............
ones who call people
'' BIRD BRAIN...
STUPID FOOLS...''
are just saying themselves...
what should i even bother about what they say!!!

Valentine

Today is Valentine's Day
but its still the same as the pass 17 years
...
although its valentine but its still the same as normal days
to me...
sleeping for the whole afternoon...
well i have been lack of sleep
for the pass few month...
its nice when you can actually enjoy sleeping
for the whole afternoon.......
i think i should choose a day
when i can sleep from morning till night
without any disturbence..^^
Its kinda hard this year...
everydays homework is taller then a mountain...goosh
and a lot more things which i m unhappy about
but i m not going to mention here...
one word to summmarise all
'' STRESS '' ... ><

Happy Valentine's Day
情人节快乐
ハッピーバレンタインデー
해피 발렌타인 데이
Happy Saint Valentin
Buon San Valentino
Happy Valentinstag
Chúc mừng Ngày lễ Tình yêu
Feliz Dia dos Namorados
Χρόνια πολλά για την ημέρα του Αγίου Βαλεντίνου
Selamat Hari Valentine
Счастливый День святого Валентина
Happy Valentinsdag
Happy Ziua Îndrăgostiţilor

It just doesnt feel the same anymore

I use to love going to school everyday
form 1 antil now
but............
the new HM just spoil everything
and with the increase of the family pressure
it just too big for me......
i understand its my last year
but i also realise that it is a hard year
and thanks to the HM
it makes my life more horrible.
Its 2.46am in the morning
and i have to face school in another
4 hours......
but i just dont feel like going !!!
I admit
I HATE MY SCHOOL NOW!!!!!!!

The Day Before Chinese New Year~

When shopping today
the only thing i know now is
i spended a lot of money...-0-
but its all my own money....
so i dont care.
It feel great when you got to buy the things you like...^^
here is some picture of thing i had bought

A pencil bag from Roxy

A Wallet and a thinggy for my phone from Converse

and some cute thinggy for my phone,another one is a couple one so cute~
there is also another pair of shoe...
but unfortunately i cant show it here
wakakakaka........
that all for yesterday~
Oh by the way

Happy Chinese '牛' Year

oh ya and before i forgot
Happy 23th Birthday to Joongie~

Blog's New Banner

I had just change my blog's banner
well...
i havent been doing my
blog's banner since long time ago
anyway this new cute banner
is made by someone~
I know its cute
dont envy me
i have the best blog banner~
wakakakakkaa......
Thank you for designning my banner ^^
and for my weird request
wakakkakaka....
Thank you ~

Super Dance Online-Xtreme Season 2

I had just successfully install
Super Dance Online-Xtreme Season 2
which is just open beta yesterday [20th Jan]
hoho....
there is quite a few new modes in it
i have just try it...
but unfortunately
i sucks in it
LOL...
its like being from PRO back to NOOB
wakkakaakka
but i dont think there is much people playing now
because it takes some time
to update in order to get in to the game
so i choose to update it at night
and it like only takes 10 min to finish the update
so my job is done here i think i am going to sleep soon
night~