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Wanted to write something
but it ended up nothing on my mind
getting a bit moody
I wonder why?
thinking bout getting a
16GB or a 32GB's
iPod Touch....
wondering???
going for check up tomorrow
wondering what the doctor will say again...
hrm..i think its still the same words...
haiz...
worring bout something...
it may sounds easy
when you say it 
but it will be harder then it looks
working and paying for your own fees...
wondering to borrow loan or...
it there other ways?
although dear said would shares 
the daily expenses...
but i still need a list 2k every month
to actually live...
is there other easier ways?
i dont even know would i make it?
......its still an unknown mistery.....