Sudden emotional

'' ME ''

Its late in the dark night...
feeling rather nervous...
and suddenly felt so emotional...
i know is right to do,
and what's wrong...
but i just cant stop thinking of it...
its just seems like i had promised something
and broke it another minute later...
i am starting to wonder
am i the person that should be apologizing everything...
suddenly felt not...
I am also human...
i have my own feeling...
i am not a lifeless dummy...
understanding you doesnt make me ,
ME anymore...
what should i do?
its wrong to go crazy...
its wrong to be self-willed...
its wrong to make you angry...
what can i do else to release my anger?
i thought you said you would pardon me...
but it looks like i am wrong...
i am the one who go backwards
i am the one who gives and does not take...
not feeling like ME anymore...
i really dont know how to say it...
it seems so hard to just spill out the words...
hope that the words will spill out somehow.......
i know you just wont understand...

- Written by ME who isnt the real ME anymore