Sometimes 4

Water seems to wash my migrant away
I m feeling better now...
at least better then before...
I d actually thought of
running away 
from everything...
but i cant
this is my responsibility
I must learn to face it
whether that i like it or not...
I m trying to get everything done in time
and 
I would not again
demand anything that doesnt belongs to me
from the ones
I love...
will only accept something 
that is willing to be present to me...
keeping everything to myself
is still my best choice...
not showing my emotion
not showing my feeling
just follow it...
I am seriously tired...
asking and begging
make me lost my personality
only accept thing that been given to me...

From someone that had think over her thoughts....

Sometimes 3

Dont ask me why
these few post is named Sometime...
I dont even know why myself...
Just came by
not feeling like doing anything 
or seeing anything
just need 
a short break...
feeling tired but is not the time to rest
so much thing to do 
with so limited time...
what can I do?
can anyone guild me?
I seriously needed some advice...
help is needed
if you would just cherish me...
the feeling is like
I am as transparent as the flowing water...
I really felt unsafe something
being so far apart
when I only get to know and see
through communication...
how good that you could understand...
how wish that you will know
what am i thinking...
how wish...
May my wish come true...
it is still a question mark....< ? >

Written by someone which demand too much...
and feeling unsafe...

Sometimes 2

Just came back from school
felt so tired and stress out
as there is 

so many thing
wait to be done
so many thing
needed to be done...
Really had a serious headache today...
so stressed out 
when it was account period...
first time in history
i felt that i am going to fail my account
as i m so weak on
'' Penyata Pendapatan ''
my weakest part in account...
and
the worst thing is
now it combines with 
'' Perkongsian ''
so we had to do all...
'' Penyata Pendapatan ''
'' Untung Rugi / Bersih ''
'' Pengasingan ''
'' Semasa ''
and lastly not forgetting
'' Kunci Kira-kira ''
OMG...!!!
DO SO MUCH JUST TO GET 
A TOTAL OF 25 MARKS MAX...!!!
WTH...
i cant even finish it
in 1 hour
how am i going to do if this parts comes out in the exam...
i m so failing my account!!!
i m so stress now
leaflet need to be finish by tomorrow
magazine design's deadline is around the corner...
this is really a hard year for me
so much challenge
so much thing to do...
so many things to care bout...
what should i do?
i m so lost
and thanks to those useless dumbbell in my class
who only know how to criticize people
and do nothing
my headache is getting worst!!!
HELP~~!!!
SERIOUSLY I NEED A REST
IT TOO MUCH FOR ME 

AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By someone who is very stress out now!

Sometimes 1

Sometimes I just don't know what to say...
am I too fussy
or I demand too much...
i just dont understand...
its my problem 
or is it yours...
am I too hard to understand?
or should i say i am too niggardly?
or i didnt wait long enough...
sometimes,
i just dont feel like quarreling with your
just save the feeling to myself...
is it so difficate too leave some of your time 
for me?

someone who demand too much i guess...

The True Age Test

hoho...this post is about my true age test
[ps:if you had view the first one in tracy's blog
you would know who childish she is!!!]
muahahahahaha.....
as you see my other friend
Georgina Jenny Rain Hero...etc
[ps:her name is very long...as she have endless hubby...-0-']
she is more childish!!!
they 2 somemore always ' hap ' me
say me ' gi na '
see la!!!
who the ' gi na ' here
the true age of the 2 ' gi na '  combine is 20
[ps: 7+13=20 LOL ]
hohoho...
I am more mature then you 2!!!!
so dont call me ' gi na '
you 2 babies!!!
muahahahahaahahha...xD
 

Bought a new bag

Mum went to Dubai today
so before we went to had Dim Sum
at Citital...
after that when to QB
cause mum wanted to get
something from her shop
so while waiting for her
I went shoppig in Jusco
actually I didnt wanted to buy anything
but i ended up buying a new bag...^^ above is the picture of my new bagand my lappy top...^^
mum is taking a midnight flight to Dubai
she should be checking in by now
at KLIA....
have fun mum~
love ya...
and remember my presents
hehe^^

Name Letter

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Miso
2. A four Letter Word : Moon
3. A boy's Name : Micheal
4. A girl's Name : Mandy
5. An occupation : Magician
6. A color : Midnight blue
7. Something you'll wear: Medal
8. A writer : Mark Farrar
9. Food : Mango
10. Something found in the bathroom: Milk bath powder
11. A place : Melbourne
12. A reason for being late : Mice jumped on me and i fainted
13. Something you'd shout : Mao!
14. A movie title : Monsters Vs Aliens
15. Something you drink : Milk
16. A musical group : Michael Lerans to Rock
17. An animal : Mouse
18. A street name : Macalister road
19. A type of car : Mercedes-Benz
20. The title of a song : Miss You by TVXQ

The letter M rocks!
Thank god i finished this -0-

50天的礼物

送亲爱的礼物
虽然……
不怎么好看，也不怎么好吃
【ps:我觉得我做的会比较好看，也比较好吃……】
不过还是拍给亲爱的看……^^

50 Days

Finally...
its already
50 Days
and more
and more
and more
to go..........................

Unknown title

Wanted to write something
but it ended up nothing on my mind
getting a bit moody
I wonder why?
thinking bout getting a
16GB or a 32GB's
iPod Touch....
wondering???
going for check up tomorrow
wondering what the doctor will say again...
hrm..i think its still the same words...
haiz...
worring bout something...
it may sounds easy
when you say it 
but it will be harder then it looks
working and paying for your own fees...
wondering to borrow loan or...
it there other ways?
although dear said would shares 
the daily expenses...
but i still need a list 2k every month
to actually live...
is there other easier ways?
i dont even know would i make it?
......its still an unknown mistery.....

最近的我们

48天了……
都不懂怎么了
最近老是跟你吵架……
是也吵，不是也吵
小事也吵，大事更加更加不用讲
……………………
我从来没有怀疑过你的真心
我真的没有……
我也不懂为什么你会这样说
……………………
………………
…………
……
…………
………………
……………………
………………
…………
……
…………
………………
……………………
真的不懂怎么说 ……
只想对你说……
我没有要你改变……
……………………
………………
…………
……
…………
………………
……………………
真的真的不懂怎么去跟你表达……
只想说……
小气的是我
【因为你从来不会对我发脾气……】
人性的是我
【因为从来只有我对着你发脾气……】
错的也是我
【因为往往都是我'' liu gao ngai ''先的……】
可是…………
我只是不想你说我泡仔而已……
因为我真的没有！！！
也没有资格泡！！！
我知道你在开玩笑……
可是……
我不觉得好笑，也很可能当真……
没有人要你改！！！！！！
应该改的是我…………
只想说…………
对不起…………
失败的是我，不是你…………

失败的我……上

Picture tells everything

空头支票一大堆

哼!
哼哼!
哼哼哼!
哼哼哼哼!
哼哼哼哼哼!

某姓丘的人士
现在已经睡到像猪这样了
N个小时前
还死命说……
请看一下对话 :-

【ps:紫色是我，橘色是某姓丘人士】

AxxxxD: 今晚pillow talk！
AxxxxD: 一定……
мıšøмı¢κч™: 哦
мıšøмı¢κч™: 听着先啦
AxxxxD: =。=
AxxxxD: 好咯
AxxxxD: 算了咯
мıšøмı¢κч™: 等下某人有睡去就不好啦
мıšøмı¢κч™: 所以我讲听着现咯
мıšøмı¢κч™:  ]:) <<<>
AxxxxD:  :@ <<<>

还跟我生气叻
你看啦……
你看啦…………
结果还不是给我说中……
还有就是
我要上诉!!!
最近pillow talk的时间越来越'短'了
所以……
某姓丘人士''是DO''啦
【ps:有些东西不用讲到很明的……哇卡卡卡】
还有还有
以前每天24小时
几乎15个小时以上都在skype on call着的
可是…………
现在………………
哎………………………
'' sam tam ah.... ''

Being Irritated

'' DO YOU MIND MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS ''

Its so annoying 
when someone keep on repeating
nagging on the same issue
felt so irritated
so emo...
what can I do
but at lease I am smarted now
I will fight back if I felt that what they are nagging is wrong!
Feeling kinda down today
being nag by some brainless teacher in school...
being nag at home...
being bossed around...
W.T.H.!!!
I am a human ok!
I have my own emotional too
I am not dead meat ok!
try minding your own business before you mind mine!
are you too free or what?
AND...
the worst part is
' SOMEONE ' had disappeared for the whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-written by someone who are emo now