是我们之间的沟通不够吗?
一定要进大公司工作才是有前途吗?
一定要念form 6才是会读书的学生吗?
一定要的奖学金才值得光荣吗?
我就是我
不是吗?
我已经开始怀疑
我是为自己而活
还是在为别人而活
我自己很清楚
我自己以后的路
不是走进什么美国公司
不是每天坐在房间吹冷气的
为什么你们的想法就是这么
古板
一定要这样才是值得骄傲的孩子吗?
我就是我
不要拿我跟别人比
我就是我
是我不是别人
我知道自己的特点
我有我自己的想法
我不想读form 6
我不想进什么大公司吹冷气
你们根本就是有能力的
应该说
非常有能力的
竟然还说
" 如果能进本地大学
是值得骄傲的
也会为父母减少很多负担 "
这是什么话!!!
进本地大学真的这么值得骄傲吗?
为什么我自己姐姐得到的东西
我就有可能得不到
为什么?!?!?!?!?
我本来不应该过这种生活的
我本来应该有很完美的少年回忆的
为什么?!?!?!?!?
自己的姐姐竟然破坏了我这一切
不是因为你
我需要这么痛苦吗?
明明自己有错了
还要转牛角尖
到后来还不是一样赔掉自己的一生
告诉我你到最后得到了什么?
说啊
说得出的话
我真的没话说。
我知道……
我们这一边的都很厉害
不是博士就是硕士
个个都很会念书
个个都赚大钱
那又怎么样……
我就是我
难道你们不明白吗?
口口声声说
" 我能生你出来,我就是到你在想什么…… ''
是吗?
我完全不同意
你们明白我要的是什么吗?
我不想走你们安排的未来
我不想……
Sunday, August 31, 2008
刚刚有听了同样的一番话
Unlucky Merdeka Day
Haiz...
I am totally speechless now
well here goes the story
yesterday
when i was still awake and doing my blog's new banner
suddenly the toilet door
opened silence
wow I was like
oh my god I am so dead this time
but that time Iwas wearing headset
so I just act as if I don't know that someone was there
and continue on my work
about after a few minites
well my mum speaked
"... still don't want to sleep ah...."
"what time de you know...tomorrow somemore need to wakeup early"
then I was like
going de la
doing thing mah
blar blar blar.......................
then she was like
OK this time i am so keeping the modem
you have got no limites on using the pc
blar blar blar.......................
haiz.....
so many days no kena tangkap
why yesterday kena
so totally bad luck
that why I don't like merdeka day
is not like I am not proud of our independence
but
I just don't have the luck with merdeka day
every year definitly something will happen
oh my god
can somebody save me
now I definitly getting a modem myself
before that I was thinking bout using the modem money
to get a new mickey mouse mp3
OK it a good time for that = =
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Labels: Daily Diary
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Unbelievable Shocking Discovery
Well.....
one of my classmates
or show i saw my buddy in my geng
wakakaka
[ps: not tat geng la...show say one or the best friends la]
it a beautiful Saturday
as i waked up a bit early about 12.55pm
ok it early to me..... = =
after having a meal of lonely breakfast or should i say lunch
wakakaka
straightly i got my pc on
had a few round of xdo
then i suddenly show miss childish
she was on msn
so i kind of had a chat with her
and got the news of the
shocking discovery of my that buddy
having a blog
and the worst thing is
she didn't even tell us... = =
what a good friend she is
OK i when on and check it out
wow
it was like.........
OK i don't know how to explain my feeling that time
but it was like
knowing a pig under your bed....
ignore that
muahahhaah
sweat me
oh ya another thing
yesterday 'someone' called me
when i was on my way to tuition
then that 'someone' was telling me
that 'someone' was going to play ball
in a sudden i recall
that 'someone' 's leg was injured
then as a friendly advice
i asked that 'someone' to be careful
and i hang up the phone
then beside me was my mum
looking at me with those eyes
and keep on asking me
making fun about the thing
OK i just ignore her
and changed the topic
OK it was totally sweat...........
i m totally speechless now
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Labels: Daily Diary
Friday, August 29, 2008
值得回忆的280808
呵呵o(∩_∩)o...
最近还蛮懒惰的
没有常常写blog……
这是我吃的……不懂叫什么,但是好好吃哦,是牛肉的呵呵
这是妈妈吃的……忘了名字……不知道什么什么鱼的
爸爸的我忘了拍起来
全部都不错吃下
呵呵
不用我付钱更好吃
哇卡卡卡
最近xdo里
发生了些事哦
想知道啊
自己去看看啦
哇卡卡
[ ps:哈哈……不好意识我在卖关子啦……呵呵^^ ]
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
某人告状说我的部落没有他
某人昨天看了我的blog
就complain说
我好像很舍不得以前的‘他’
炸到
我只想说
请无视之前的post with the title
‘不好的就让它过去;新的一天,新的开始 ’
这是一时之气写的啦
没别的意识
以前是以前;现在是现在
过期已经不重要了
重要的是现在……
我看看……
‘他’有什么好写?
算了……
我放弃
这些东西不需要给别人知道的嘛
我自己明白就好了
哇卡卡卡
气死‘他’
哇卡卡卡卡
蛮开心的一天
今天放假
[ ps:没什么好说的带过就算了 ]
还慢好看的
不过觉得这个还不错哦
还有就是前几天
爸爸付钱的鞋子
也不错下哦
很好穿下
Sunday, August 24, 2008
What i had been worrying so long finally came true
I m really wondering
as if the take away the modem
do any helps
I mean
they are just lying themselves aren't they
what they think is like
ok taking away the modem
and when i have nothing to do i will like study
ok it totally stupid
it makes no different
i will still be hanging around the pc
even with out the internet
i will be doing something else
as well
my god
why are they so childish
trust me
TAKING AWAY THE MODEM DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENT!!!!
IT A USELESS THING TO DO
OK SINCE THEY WANT IT THIS WAY
MIND AS WELL
I PAY MY OWN PRICE
TO BUY A NEW ONE
THAT ALL
I CAN STILL USE IT WHEN THEIR ARE NOT AT HOME
AM I RIGHT
WHY CAN'T THEY THINK BEFORE THEY DO ANYTHING
OH GOD
WHY ARE THEY SO CHILDISH
WHY MUST THEY WORRY SO MUCH
OK I UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE WORRYING
BUT IS IT TOO EARLY FOR THAT
CAN'T THEY JUST LIKE UNDERSTAND
ADDING PRESSURE ON ME
DOESN'T GOES ANYWHERE
I WILL JUST BE MORE REVOLT AGAINST THEM
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!!
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Labels: Daily Diary
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Another Boring day
Well it my 3rd day of holiday
still the same boring
and its getting boring and boring day by day
nothing to do much
everyday's still the same
eat.....
sleep.....
online......
haiz.....
although it boring but i don't feel like
going back to school
hate the see those teachers
hate being scold by those so call 'DOG'
haiz
don't care de la
later going to see a movie
on the way grab some goplayplay cards
woohoooo
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Labels: Daily Diary
Monday, August 18, 2008
假期的第一天<超级闷!!!>
今天虽然是假期
可是....
我凌晨很早就睡了
昨天拼命的打xdo
结果认识了
两个新朋友
yeah
以后有朋友陪我打了
wooohooo
两个都很可爱下
呵呵
早上也很早就起身了
11点多= =
[ps:对我来说是很早]
从早上到现在都没什么东西做
闷到我要发霉
而且....
haiz
mic又回了
已经是第2个坏了
为什么.......ㅙㅙㅙ!!!
我又没有很粗鲁
根本没有弄到那个mic
可能是quality too poor
haiz
算了
尽量去买过新的
Sunday, August 17, 2008
我16年来的‘家’
老妈跟老爸的车我家草场
我家那条笨狗最后跟你们猜猜这是什么^^
去vote vote看是什么吧
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Unexpected treat and call
Yesterday 5 of us when to Seagate
for stock clearance
successively
we got our 100% sales this year
for 2008 Union Young Enterprise
Enchangtix Enterprise
woohoooo....
and when we are on the way to seagate
we ''katok'' Mr Koe for a Mcd treat
wakakakakaka....
first time leh
i mean he is a rather stingy person
aiya just RM 25.53 only mah
but also he paid la
i order a shake and apple pie only ah....LOL
when we are at seagate
i overheard seagate advisor said
they are confidants in getting
the best annual report...
When we are at Seagate
me and MD when up to the
engineering department
woo...
and they are like so supportive
just pay like tat and said
'' just give me anything...i am not too choosy''
i was like wow rich upper standard people.....= =
anyway our sales was rather smoothly
everything when on rather ok that i expected
with Pn Rosey,and Miss June's help
very big thank you to our sponsor this year ''Seagate''
after that due to i got no transpot back home
so i got to follow szewei back home...
we cooked takoyaki together
eemmm.....yummy
and i saw szewei's couson brother
a year younger from her
suffering from szewei's torment
wahahaha
it was so funny...
actually,
szewei was supports to teach him for him PMR test
but instand of studying
we 3 fall asleep in the study room...LOL
antil like 7 something
when down for more toko-s
then szewei's mum sended us home
when i got home
i recive an unexpected call from 开心
at first i thought it was bawang
i cant really got who that person was at first
then i was like thinking who is this guy ah
cauze the phone number was like
+614 something something
it cant be a call in malaysia de right
cause malaysia was +60 something something
then at last
oh i got it...
it 开心.....LOL
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
Memories of 24th November 2007 [ 071124 TVXQ 2ND ASIA TOUR CONCERT O LIVE IN KL MALAYSIA ]
I just felt like posting my
memories back there at 071124 here
so i just do it…………^^
well i still remember everything back there
= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =
ok yesterday was the tvxq 2nd asia tour concert live in kuala lumpur ,and i when there
as my ticket was RM503 left pic zock zone [ micky's side ] i when the to line up very
early about 12 something but already a lot of people ,i think tvxq were the very early
cause i hear the rehearsel. ok we enter the stadium a bout at 6.45 pm of course i when
there early so i get the first row at the left pin there ,after tat the play tvxq,sm town
and super junior's song and the concert stant at about 8.20 pm.but before the concert
start everybody was like shouting dong bang shen qi faster come out in korean.
1st song was Phontom - everybody dance so handsome the same clothes as every concert
[ the black n red one].
2nd song was Millin Man - oso the same everybody dance,handsome as well
3rd song was The Way U Are - because before the way u are the was some video on
the screen so tvxq was changing their clothes as well but juz take off the outside one
and change to some other clothes .
4th song was Rising Sun - oso got change something but this time yunho didnt dance de
coz after the way u are i saw he is holding his waist,junsu was taking yunho part at the
dance but yunho was standing at aside behind them,he dance a bit only.
5th song was One - but before the song the was a part where the ask lik their are in
the water but tvxq la the dance [a woman fall in the water thn a man go after her if
wan so real in the new papar of 26th nov this part is in the FOUR OF THERE PART
THAT YOU MUST SEE IN THIS CONCERT. after that the were 5 people jump down
from the top but it is not tvxq is also the dances]because of the part there tvxq had
change to another clothes that is the new clothes i think the same as encore concert in
korea.
then it was the Opening Ment i dont understand what they say but the do the intro in
malay that is ''apa khabar ,kami dong bang shin ki ''(mean hello we are tvxq)after that
they do all the intro in korean.
6th song was I Believe - same as well they are using a micstand to sing.
7th song was You're My Miracle - started by yuchun it a very sexy start,using a
micstand as well.
8th song was Junso's solo My Page - it had an intro before it start,junsu drace in
almost all of the clothes was in gold and after he stated the dance in the middle of it
before the water was comming down on him he wear a hat but after the water part my
friend told me he fell but i don realy saw that but after he fell the dancer pull him up
in like a few second.after that he walk to the middle of the stage
9th song was Yuchun's solo One Last Cry - he was up on stage at the platform in the
middle of the stage wearing a white singlet and n red hat (he walked under the stage
when junsu's solo but no one know that)
10th song was Yunho's solo Speaks Man - act he should be singing wit super junior's
member donghae but on the concert day that other person was not donghae i don even
know it who,but yunho do dance in his solo n he change his jacket 3 times from the
orginal one to black one then change to a red jacket again, after the song end i really
saw the pain on his face.
11th song was Hey Girl - it had an intro in the front also,that is the time to let yunho
rest and change to another clothes,this time they wear very simple and was sitting in
chairs to sing the following few songs.
12th song was I Wanna Hold You - it the same as hey girl they are sitting and sing the
song
13th song was Changmin's solo When I First Kissed You - not bad for the thing they use
in this solo first there were tvxq all on the screen.after that we saw changmin singing
the song wearing a red and brownish hat
14th was Jaejoong's solo Crying - nothing much he were walking all over the stage
when he is singing wearing black.
15th song was Drive - when tvxq sing this song yuchun and yunho we driving a car from
the start of the stage antil the very front of it and jaejoong,junsu and changmin were
pushing at first but after that the car were push by the dancer before the outter part
of the car were taken off
16th song was Dangerous Mind - this time tvxq change another clothes again micky was
wearing a shirt that show out his breast so sexy,yunho was also not dancing.
17th song was Tri-Angle - wearing the samething,the middle part that sing by boa in the
orginal version was sing by zhang liyin the special guest and the part where it was sing
by trax were sing by tvxq themselves.
18th song was 'O'-Jeong Ban Hap - when the song was stanted by the intro the dancer
we taking flage walking aroung the 2 side of the stage because yunho was not dancing
xiah take his place in the beginning antil the end they were so powerful when they
dance this song .
19th song was You Only Love - this time the clothes they wear was all in white the
feeling is like angle,when they sing this song the were standing with the micstand.
20th song was Remember - they walk to the middle of the stage when the sing this song
standing on the spinning platform,rolate 360' a round all there fans.
21th song was Timeless - this song were sing by junsu and the special guest zhang
liyin,not much to say they we standing at the same place frm the beginning of hte song
the the end of it and zhang liyin was wearing all white too.
22th song was Balloon - before the song it was the video of the smtown tvxq cartoon
where there story was like this [tvxq was in a team park but they hav no money for any
rides coz it was frm expensive to super expensive antil it say dont even think about
it,after that they saw a free rides a run over to it by knocking the lazt down ,because
the lazy was angry she added the speed of the ride at last it lost control of the whole
thing and tvxq fly out]after the cartoon tvxq was out sitting a little plane yuchun was
in a red plane,junsu was in a yellow,changmin was in a purple,jaejoong was in a blue
and yunho was in a greenthey go around the stage but in the middle changmin plane was jam somewhere but it ok at the end.
23th song was Hiyaya - tvxq was returning the plane to the back stage but yuchun was
the last to go back.then they all got a pack of this there were full of paper made
flower inside and throw it to the fans,and they run all over the stage also,yuchun and
changmin were the one playing antil the most crazy ones.
24th song was Unforgettable - they were standing at a persional platform on each side
of the stage when they were singing.
then it was the closing ment the first speaker wan yunho after he finish he ask yuchun
to translate it into english ,it say this was the most memorable concert for them and ask
us if it high enf.after that they say thank you to all of us,ask us to watch our health
and say good bye.but same as all of the concert the encore wan hug so we shouted
ENCORE ENCORE ECNORE then they say '' u all hav been fool '' in korean .
the encore was Hug - at this song they sing at the front but at the end they were not
realy singing already but playing from side to side of the stage jaejoong was try to
shake hand with the fan at the left pin zock zone (mine side) junsu was sitting near the
right pic rock zone but it is in the middle of the stange,yuchun had taken a fans gift it
was a chrismax hat and he wear it OMG [if i know that early i will also give him
somehting lie this but he is the only one who take the only gift frm the fans others like
junsu and jaejoong they didnt take anything like there is someone who throw a gift on
to the stage bfore jaejoong was passing by but after he saw it he didnt take it up as
well] after the encore song Hug tvxq thanked all the fans again but before they say thank
you on the main stage we malaysia fans sing happay birthday song in english and korean
version to junsu as malasyia was act the last station of the concert by right but don
know why it changes,so we wish him an early birthday then i say yuchun and jaejoong
was wondering what were wo trying to sing at first at but after we had finish sing they
said '' I LOVE YOU'' to us and everyone shouted i also saw someone cry,it was really
touching when they said that after that they say goob bye again then go in to the back
stage.but every person in the zockzone still didnt live the pin we sing I'll Be There to
them hope that they will sing us another encore but they didnt come out again so we
leave after about 20 min or more.
the concert have couple that is yujae then 2u.yujae is i forget which song but when
then walk back from the middle to the back stage they talk and laught but i didnt get to
take the picture,then the 2u is i think is at the song between hiyaya yunho and yuchun
dance face to face ,before i when out of the stadium i say tvxq 's car,there is 2 one of
it is BHD 15 another is BBD 11 i dont realy know wat car is that but what i know after
they when backstage no one saw them again.
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Labels: Special Diary
Saturday, August 9, 2008
不知不觉
不知不觉的
还有一个星期
就放假了…………
虽然只有一个星期
不过也好过没有啦
今天本来是不知道要写什么的
最后还是写了
明天也就是
8月11号
我们就要去Seagate
把YE剩下的goods
卖给Seagate那边的人
所以明天只上3节课
万岁…………^^
过后老师说直接可以放我回家
所以就ok咯
不用烦这么多^^
对了今天我去爬山时
竟然看到大蟒蛇 O.O
快走快好
免得没命
ok就写到这里吧
我要去赶我的annual report了
Thursday, August 7, 2008
非常忙碌的一天
今天
要上学
然后又要去电脑班
(补课 = =)
然后又不知道要去什么
Tunku Abdul Rahman 的讲座会
然后就直接去
我朋友家
然后跟她一起去补习
然后才能回家
sobx…………
晚上见吧
我觉得今天应该会
累死~
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
这几个星期来最开心的一天
今天
可以说是
我这几个倒霉的星期来
最开心的一天
因为…………
呵呵
我今天一回到家
就有得online了
因为那个modem还在……LOL
还有还有
今天一回到家
我就进了民歌家族
所以我现在是民歌家族的一份子了…………^^
yeah!高兴到我啊…………LOL
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
快考试了
今天
终于去上了电脑班
o(∩_∩)o...
好几个星期没去了
Animation
都已经教玩了…………
那该死的animation
我才学了两堂 = =
怎么考试啊
sobx…………
算了,
还是回去补课算了
免得考试不及格……LOL
话说今天学了
Web Design
弄了那些html什么的
觉得还蛮容易的
下次就自己来弄过我的blog…………
在学校
真是什么都弄不好
没办法
素材不够
实在是有限啊
那破学校
haiz……没眼看
要人家学Graphic Design
又不给人家买那老师弄的notes
要人家怎么学啊
真是的
考试不用读了咯
不用考更好
ceh
算了我还是自己学好了
Monday, August 4, 2008
意外
今天
我早退了
因为生病了
刚刚去看了医生。。。
那个医生是我以前小时候
常常去看的
不过很久没去了
谁知道
他医生竟然还认得我
还叫我的名字
说这么久没来了……………^^
这个医生的药很强的
吃了过后不出3天就好了
可是价钱很贵一下
猜猜看我那医药费多少钱啊?
RM70
天啊!!!
那个antibiotic竟然一粒RM10
我还真是第一次吃过这么贵的antibiotic啊!!
不过
不是我说要去看医生的
是我老妈逼的
最讨厌看医生
讨厌吞那些药= =
早上在学校
去了图书馆
借了我要拿来解闷的书
Harry Potter and the half blood prince
那个我刚刚看完了
最后一本
Harry Potter and the deadly hallows
感觉还满不错的
觉得最后一集的Harry Potter
一定会很不错看的
期待期待。。。
还有意外的是
我老妈竟然没收掉那个modem= =
所以回来就online 了
我真的发现
原来我没了电脑真的会死掉
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Apart of my everyday life
here is some of the picture of my everyday life^^
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Labels: Special Diary
老妈问我的怪问题
今天早上
本来打算去爬山的
谁知道。。
天不作美
就在去到山下的那一刻
下雨了 = =
算了吧。。
我们就去吃午餐咯
在吃午餐的时候
我老妈跟我说
如果以后不想继续读书
就去学一门手艺。。。
我直接回答
我才不要
然后老妈又问我要读什么
当然是设计啦
要不然就是大众传播
然后我老妈那奇怪的问题就来了
他问我
为什么不去做老师呢?
老师不要吧
我才不要跟学生气死
不过如果真的要做老师
我觉得
应该会很失败吧O.O
不过真的做老师的话也不错嘛
学生放假
老师也跟着放假
退休后
还有一半的薪水拿
可以考虑考虑 O.O?
不好的就让它过去;新的一天,新的开始
我相信
会有更好的明天
可是。。
不知我那更好的明天几时才会出现
我之前认定的那个‘他’
并不是我真正的‘他’
所以过去就让它过去吧
我不想在去想
也不想在去知道
可能只是一开始的错觉。。。
我很清楚,
我也觉得你心里知道
算了吧。。
这种远距离的爱情
没什么安全感
我根本不知道你是认真的
还是一时之气。。。
算了吧。。。
你有你要走的路
我也有我自己应该去面对的事情
我不想清口的对你说
但希望你自己明白。。。
Last unlucky thing happen to me!
well
i am sick
gonna fever soon
unpleasant stomach
having a cold....
so uncomfortable now
feel like dying
omg!!!
i am so so so sick
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
help me !!!
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Introduction of Me
Well just remember i forgot something
an introduction of myself
before i start the blog
but nevermind will just replace it now...
My name is Miso ( real name cant be shown ) ~
[ you cal also call me Ji Eun is my pen name ]
I m 16 this years ~
A Gemini ( this is a star sign that makes me proud ^^ )~
I m living in Penang ( why isn't it Korean or Japan T.T )
A lists of Favorite :~
Idol - TVXQ ( such perfect boy band )
Food - probably all sweet things
Book - there is quite a number so i wont write it out here
Colour - Black , Purple , Aqua , Blue
Subject - English , Art and Account
Day - Friday
Cartoon - Mickey Mouse
Country - Korea , Japan , Prague , Australia and Paris
More about me :~
Well i am just a normal girl,
studying at a hunted school at the forth year
joining 'Doggies Club'
i am the smallest in the family, both sides of the family
[ps : so i m the king of all wakakakka...]
i have got a few pets
a dog , a cat and a rabbit
i am talented in art
[ps : not showing off but it the truth]
The most craziest thing i had ever done :~
Well it should be last year
TVXQ 2nd Asia Tour Concert 'O' live in Kuala Lumpur
wow it was totally out of this world for me
it is my first concert
first time going out station without my parent
first time spend so much on something
first time saw TVXQ
wow their are really handsome
especially Micky ahhhhhhhhh!
OK i think it should be all from now
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Saturday, August 2, 2008
我的第一篇华文部落
突然想说用华文写部落
不过华文一项超烂的我
不知道写出来的话是什么样子的
O.O?
ok这个星期超级的倒霉
非常的倒霉
倒霉的我不想说
不是是根本没话说
还有我学校那黑暗的团体
表面上是光亮的
其实还不是一样明争暗斗
人才不用用庸才
只会用那些拍马屁的人
那些正真有实力的人
又把他们当没到
还有那些什么什么烂老师
整天只会讲人
根本没想过自己真正了解的有多少
了解了才骂啦
什么都不知道就乱乱骂
我们这些被称为‘狗’的
难道就应该被你骂吗
为学校服务还不够啊
每天只会增加那些无聊没意义的工作岗位
做好的又不称赞一些
整天开在他们眼里就只有不好的
还有那个‘总狗’
什么都不会做
还要在那边乱乱讲人
真的把我们当狗吗!!!