What i had been worrying so long finally came true

I m really wondering
as if the take away the modem
do any helps
I mean
they are just lying themselves aren't they
what they think is like
ok taking away the modem
and when i have nothing to do i will like study
ok it totally stupid
it makes no different
i will still be hanging around the pc
even with out the internet
i will be doing something else
as well
my god
why are they so childish
trust me
TAKING AWAY THE MODEM DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENT!!!!
IT A USELESS THING TO DO
OK SINCE THEY WANT IT THIS WAY
MIND AS WELL
I PAY MY OWN PRICE
TO BUY A NEW ONE
THAT ALL
I CAN STILL USE IT WHEN THEIR ARE NOT AT HOME
AM I RIGHT
WHY CAN'T THEY THINK BEFORE THEY DO ANYTHING
OH GOD
WHY ARE THEY SO CHILDISH
WHY MUST THEY WORRY SO MUCH
OK I UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE WORRYING
BUT IS IT TOO EARLY FOR THAT
CAN'T THEY JUST LIKE UNDERSTAND
ADDING PRESSURE ON ME
DOESN'T GOES ANYWHERE
I WILL JUST BE MORE REVOLT AGAINST THEM
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!!