Future life

Actually there is way more to write

but i just dont understand

why whenever i am writing posting my post

my brain suddenly goes blank...swt

ok while having my lovely dinner

which will ve shown by pictures later

i was there thinking

it a cruel world out there

so should i follow my dreams

or follow the market

[ps:market means by go for what ever jobs that is popular

and would get high pay...]

i am now actually half working half studying

[ps:the working is without pay la of coz]

i am helping my mum with all her paper works

i even wrote warning letter for her

ok so my mum is a nono in computer

so i have to help her with all

the mail thinggy,microsoft thinggy...swt

i know its not an easy job

with all the you fight me i fight back thing

using all the black and white stuff

shooting people using proper words...

actually i am kind of speechlss sometimes by reading the mails their ve send

its so childish...what are they thinking actually...wondering O.O?

ok they story goes like this

when i was small i wanted to be a scientist

later on i wanted to study on hotel management

then later on i was think public relation

then now graphic design or mass comm
or...

following my mum's foot steps

haiz...no idea

by the way

am i thinking too fast

is it too early for me to think all this???

oh by the way
this i my dinner

japan sweet potatoes ^^