The Last Day of October Happy Halloween

Well its the end of october 2008
and today it a special day
there are 4 friends of mine
which are born on this day
31st October ...
Happy Birthday again
and do enjoy the last an half hour of your birthday...
This October
really gave me a lot of different feelings
i tried many thing in the month
a lot of happy momories
and a lot of sad memories
although there is sad and happy memories
but i will also treasure them both
its meaningful to me...
Life really come and go very fast
so please treasure everything that your have and your love ones
do not wait antil its too late...
i had done something
with i really regret of doing it
but i cant change anything now
its the matter of hoping of the best to come
and if i had the chance to go back in time
i will really truly not send that letter out...

也许是自寻的痛苦

不懂
是自己多想了
还是事实
不敢去问
也不知道该怎么问
很痛苦
却有说不出口
只能装着什么都不知道
的继续着……
还是根本不应该在去想
可是
本当に彼のミス
我该怎么办?

非你莫属

Tank - 非你莫属

懂得让我微笑的人　

再没有谁比你有天

份轻易闯进我的心门　

明天的美梦你完成

整个宇宙

浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球　

全都绕着你走

爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护　

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭　

但那人是你所以　

不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人　

给的感动一定是最深

在我心中留下伤痕　

你同时点亮了星辰

整个宇宙 浩瀚无边的尽头

每颗渺小星球　

全都绕着你走

爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护　

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭　

但那人是你所以　

不怕苦

那麽多相遇

偏偏只和你　

天造地设般产生奇蹟哦

我心的缝隙

我想除了你　

任谁也无法填补这空虚

爱我 非你莫属

我只愿 守护　

由你给我的幸福

爱我 非你莫属

也许会 笑着哭　

但那人是你所以　

不怕苦

Young Enterprise 2008 Annual Achievers' Showcase

Today i when to the
Young Enterprise 2008 Annual Achievers' Showcasei think this is the last time
i would be the last time i join
any YE's program
cause it the last year i could join YE
and that the sad thing
The luckies thing is that
i had make the right choice to join YE in form 3
and continue my jurney through out
the year 2007 and 2008
joining YE really gets to learn a lot of things...
OK today we receive our award
2nd runner up for The Best Annual Report
and
3rd runner up for The Best Product
but we only can choose one price
so we give up the 3rd runner up
me and tracy are in charge of the Product Exhibition
and we are sharing table with PFS
so we set up the table
and waited for the deputy CM of penang
with the YE chairman Mr T.T.Yew
OK after they came and visit i explain most of the product to them
and Mr.deputy CM bought 2 bookmarks from us O.O
LOL... Mr T. T. Yew started it
its really funny...
and someone from Seagate ask for a photo section with both of them
and yes i took photo with them...
after that seagate had an interview with us
and said that they will post
the video up
at their international blog O.O
OMG...
after that Ms. June bring our lunch for us
actually orange juice is for the adviser and teacher only
but ms june bring it for us
me and tracy lol
and after that Mr.Koe came and told us
to keep our extra and get another set
from the canteen lol
smart teacher
and so me and tracy got 2 sets of lunch woohooo....
the cookie is so yummy....

My First pay earn by my ownself

Today i get my first pay
paid by Enchantix Enterprise
[ our school's Young Enterprise Club ]
at a total of RM135
wooohoooo....
the total pay are combination of
the paid stock that is RM20
the money return are RM 60
and the bonus is RM 55
a total of RM135
wooohoooo.......
i got the same amount at the MD and AMD
BIG MONEY
muahahahahah......
well all my hard work this year
had finally paid off
woohooo....
a big thanks to the teacher adviser,
seagate adviser,MD,AMD and all the other members...

Trying to Convince Myself

I am trying to convince myself
not to be so happy over something
that havent came true
although i am wishing for it to succeed
but isnt it too early to be happy for it O.O?
sometime...
the thing that you are wishing for so badly
wouldnt come true...
haiz...
just do hope this time
my wish will come true
so that tears wouldnt be wasted.....

Its another Sweet and Happy day

LOL....
i know you are sweating
but seriously
i am really very very very happy for the same reason
well it something different today
also
after thinking back
i just regret that i didnt say anything last night
i wish time could go back
and i can say 'YES' out loud
if i had a second chance i will truely say it out loud
ok i promise myself
from now onward
i will only say whats from my heart
this is the second time i regret about not saying something
haiz....
ok end of the conversation...
oh ya i just notice i am going to KL
directly after my final paper O.O
swt huh...
which means i am back awal-ing with cai minn at the same time
wow....
what a coincidence...
actually i was thinking of meeting up
the members of min ge family
but so so so sorry guys...
time is running out for me
haiz....
but i promise there is a next time
but i wonder when isit
ok i promise i wil show up in front of everyone sometime...

Its a sweet night

Actually its something normal...
someone said something...
[its rather sweet...] to me
which gave me hope on something
that i m hoping for...
[sshhh...its a secret....]
which makes me happy
although i just act as if i just ignore the question
but i do actually get what the question means
just wondering is that person serious
with the question
or his just joking around...
oh well
i hope it means something...
[pls pls pls...i really really hope so...]
ok nothing much other then that
although its boring
but i felt rather happy...^^

A rather boring Deepavali for me

Well its a public holiday today
as the same i got up later
without anything much to do
Oh but there is something special too
i sat in front of the TV for nearly 3 hours today
watched 2 great movies
one is the Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
and the other is
The Da Vinci Code
I have had actually watch Harry Potter
but this is the first time
i watch the Da Vinci Code
actually before i had watched the film
i was actually hope to see this film long ago
just i didnt had that chance
lucky i get to watch it today
The movie is mainly about the saying of Jesus Bloodline
The Priory of Sion , The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail...
i had actually seen one of the show is discovery channel
that they have saying that Jesus actually had a wife
and a child...
and so the bloodline continues on to the next generation
OK so this makes me think
i wonder is the bloodline still exist
or its already stoped
wondering...there is a lot of ? in my head
i am actually interested is this kind of things
weird huh...
i hated sejarah but i like this kind of things
wakakakakak.....

Turn out to be a great night

Well from the previous post
i should be staying at my new house today
but for some reason
muahaha
i dont need to go there tonight
well after my parents had the trip to KL
when my sister brought them to eat
Roti Tissue
and i think my mum fall in love with it = =
so my mum decided have another taste of it
we had a roti tissue,a roti canai kosong,
a roti bawang telur,a teh tarik and a cup of fresh cow milk
roti tissue
roti canai kosong
after finish eat
it was about 11 something
so my dad said lets just go back home
i was like okok very good
then my dad said still early lets just when for a shop at Tesco
and i was like keep on adding things in my trolly
this is how my trolly looks like
it may looks little by the picture
but it is all most full when we were paying
muahahaha...
oh ya you can just ignore the e-pop
just bought that so that i wont felt so borring...LOL
oh and i bought a packet of One-Step Pancake Mix Power...LOL
i remember the last time i cook this kind of pancakes
is like back in 5 or 6 year i think
i love it hehe
oh ya and i bought some ingredients to cook spaghetti
and tomorrow we are going to AutoCity
to have a dinner in Seoul Garden
wooohoooo....
and the best part is Raymond Lam will be there
for autograph section
woooohooooo.....Lam Fung......
hope to see him tomorrow.....
wooohooo......Lam Fung..........!!!

When is it gonna end

Seriously
i just hated life like this
why cant i have any freedom
on where i suppost to go
why must i always follow
your orders....
after a week of exam
everyday without enough sleep
under all those pressure
and face unknown answer in the exam paper
dont you guys know how that feels
cant you guys let me have some rest with my own time...
seriously
I HATED MY NEW HOUSE!!!!!!
i know its a good this that you guys make some investment
but...
how wish you guys didnt bought that house
its like
ok there is only 2 or 3 beds
a tv, water supplys and that its
i dont even have my own towel there
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT MUST THEY GO THERE AND STAY
EVERYTIME
REALLY SUCKS MAN
I DONT EVEN HAVE MY OWN BOOKS THERE
ITS LIKE AN EMPTY HOUSE
HOW AM I GOING TO STAY...
just hated it
when is it gonna end
I WANT MY OWN LIFE
GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY LIFE
I WANT TO STAY IN MY OLD HOUSE
WITH ALL MY BOOKS AND STUFF
I DISLIKE THE NEW HOUSE!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THAT HOUSE
ITS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT YOU GUYS JUST BE MORE UNDERSTANDING
WHEN I SAY I DONT WAN ANYTHING
MEAN I REALLY HATED IT
HOW WILL U FEEL IF SOMEONE
MAKES YOU DO SOMETHING THAT U DISLIKE
OF COZ U WONT FEEL CONFORTABLE DOING IT
WHY CANT PARESNTS BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!!!!

在学校竟然听到东方神起

今天
考perdagangan
没希望了
不是不会写
只是不够point
嗐……………………
不过幸好
BM1
还ok还会做
奇迹的是
我刚刚写完作文，
在算字数时
突然....

''neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
He eonal su eobseo I got you- Under my skin
Neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
Neon na-ye no ye I got you- Under my skin''

我的天啊
我竟然在学校听到Mirotic
东方神起的Mirotic
就连我算到那里我都忘记了
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊………………
真是太意外的
其实那音乐是来自礼堂
有人在彩排
毕业典礼的东西
啊啊啊啊啊啊………………
就是好说已经有人会跳了
我竟然只会一点点
不可以?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!
算了考完试在说^^

Gonna be dead by tomorrow's Sunrise

Just finish my science paper 2
well,i just can say that i am lucky
i had just study a few chapters
but lucky i got the finish the whole paper
ok what over its over
Now what i am worring about is
tomorrow's paper
Perdagangan
OMG~
i just hate this subject
i know nothing about it
although the teacher is super good
but...
i just have no interest in the subject....
there is 7 chapters need to be read tonight
and i dont think i will finish and hafal all of them
wonder how am i going to apply all the skills in my essay tomorrow...
ok end of the subject
yesterday dear szewei told me a shocking news
which i will never expect to hear about
and that is....
i got pick to join as a member for next years form 5 yearbook
[毕业刊筹委]
well i never thought that i will be doing this...
well sometimes
things that you hope for doesnt come true
but things with you had never expected will come to you
weird huh...
anyway still i am happy for it~

Mirotic had arrive and it's time to Date with Science

Just finish 3 papers today and their are
lovely sejarah [just hated it...= =]
modern math 1 [well still ok cause its abcd ]
and lastly
english 1 which is a paper with 2 essays
well for me
i just can say
Islam safed me ... xD
wonder why?
cause i did pay attention when the teacher is
teach what so call islam punya sejarah
and what what kalifah
what Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. [ saw...= =]
i answered all my soalan esei
with sejarah islam...= =
wow...wonder if that my brain who write the whole essay
O.O weird...
anyway just ignore sejarah
the only think i know is
after getting the paper
more then half of my classmates
were like
after they finish writing their names
and just bump...
sleep on the table [even our lovely tracy do so...= =]

i wonder how magges [my history teacher] feels when she see the papers O.O
hope she doesnt fainted...
Oh yeah whats happy today is
...... woohoo ......
TVXQ's 4th korean album Mirotic had arrive safely in my house

woohooo
a big thank you t mandy [my goods supplier]
and to the pos man who delivers my goods
following are some picture of the album :-

Mirotic CD version....
Mirotic CD and DVD version
woohoo the whole album is just like a magic box...xD
Oh by the way i did some
phone theme
for those who are using Nokia can have a look at the theme
but i dont think guys will wanna use it...LOL
http://www.ownskin.com/theme_detail?t=I48U4vr1
http://www.ownskin.com/theme_detail?t=Zo1A2cIa

紧张的终于过了

今天akaun 2
终于考过了
刚刚开始做的时候还好
先做
buku tunai runcit
幸好补习时成经1个小时半做7题
印象很深刻
所以很快就做完了
然后就做
dokuman jurnal lejur
强项吗所以也很快就完了
再来就是做
penyata
我的天啊虽然很顺利的我做完了前面的
可是到后面我还是不知道那里不多
还是不imbang T.T
过后就做
peruntukan hutang ragu
这个我没什么看到
虽然是做完的
可是不能知道对不对
而且我也少写一些东西 T.T
最后我才做我以前的强项
persamaan perakaunan
结果……
我完全不会做
不过format还记得
所以
死硬着做完了
幸好的是是imbang的
应该是对的
做到最后真的是太压力的
越做越头痛
不过还是撑过了整张paper
下课过后就考
华文1
写作文
题目超级无聊
什么
我的童年[我在想我到底有没有童年……tracy没次讲我没有 = =]
所以我放弃的
最后选了过
什么什么
聘请外劳的利与弊
虽然写了400多个字
不过感觉上都是废话 = =
好啦还剩9天
明天就考什么烂moral
又要被什么烂definisi
气死人
算了我被几个能通用的就好了
好啦我去读书了
在这里停字……

The most importent subject of my finals

Tomorrow i will be having
my account exam
OMG~
i m so under pressure now
hoping that i will do my best in the exam
good luck to me^^
oh today i saw chicken rice's blog
the following is what he has wrote

''我有一间很够力的家我的房间东西也很多。。
我的房间里有一张很大张的哈利波德海报~
一个from3买的吉他~
一张黑涩会美眉丫头的照片
还有半年前买的西瓜~（烂西瓜 = =+）
在我的床上也有一对很kawaiiQ的白猫，黑猫
根一只傻傻的小米狗娃娃 （傻傻可爱嘛。。xDD)
最够力的还是生日那时人家送我的沙旦先生的模型~样shui到~~！
（不用紧拉~拿来躯魔也不错~xDDDDDDD）
我的门前还写着开心就好4个大字~告诉自己~~做人要开~哈哈~
~够力到~
当我每次走出我的房间~~都会有一股很够力的云屯面味道~
~可是都不知道哪里来的味道。。（马桶里的味道？不会吧？晕~）
当我打开冰箱。。只有两样东西~~~米所。。orange~还有豆腐花。。
(a~duiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~看到都饱了= =+)
我家里的鱼缸有一只很奇怪的小鱼~
人家说他是海豚我觉得~~像咸鱼多一点咯。。哈哈（看到的话~不要打我>.<)
我的家。。有时。。还会看到蛇跑来跑去~~geli到
~~~~听说他不咬人的拉~他只爱吃leo面罢了~
~几有品味的蛇哦~~哈哈~xDDDD我还蛮喜欢这间家~
~人人都把这间家叫~~（民歌）我们的家。。。''

so funny
although it hadnt include
all the member in family
but most people are in it
i m quite happy
can't tell why [ its a secret ...ssshhh.... ]
ok wish me luck tomorrow
i m gonna try my very best in the exam
hoping to get 100
hoho
i know i think too much
lol.......

정말 이해가 안 돼요

진짜 이유는 이해가 안 돼요
이 같은 결말
그냥 불공평
그리고 난 그저 당신이 뭘 생각하는지 모르겠
내가 성장 더워 및 쿨러
나한테 뭘 원하 어떻게
나 또한 매우 어려운 일 오전
이런식으로 매일 넘는 있음
매우 고통스러운 일 오전
난 당신이 뭘 원하는지 모르겠어요
나는 마지막에 무엇을 할 수
당신이 생각하는 안
원하는되지 않아
정말 아프겠
비록하지 말하고 싶지는
그러나 수시로 생각
하고 싶지 않아요의 종류가 어떻게하면?
긴 하루만큼 목소리를 들으니
충분할 것입니다.....
가끔은 안웃겨
비록 내가 말했지
그런 일이 없었 으면
하지만 난 정말 그 추억 적어도 내 마음에 남아 행복하다
난 항상 그 11 일간의 기억한다......

A night of freedom

Finally
tonight i don't need to sleep early
or should i say
nobody nagging me to sleep early
or what so ever
cause my parents
had been to KL to attend a friend's
wedding dinner...
actually i should be going
but...
i wasnt so interested in going
so i decided to stay at home
tonight is a night of freedom for me
hoho~
i actually watched 10 ep of the show
Moonlight Resonance
in a day
OMG
its really breaks my record
a day 10 ep
wow......
i actually like the actress
Linda Chung
she is quite pretty
and and
Bosco Wong and Raymond Lam
hoho
anyway i heard that
Raymond Lam is coming to malaysia
but unfortunately
he only comes to Penang's Auto City
haiz......
Moses Chan is not bad too
he's better in real person then in picture
hoho
hope that i can see them someday
but the happiest thing is
last year
when i when to TVXQ's concert
when i saw TVXQ's real person
woohooo~
Dong Bang Shin Ki saranghaeyo~!^^

我会不会太过冲动

明天就开始考试了
可是……

说真的
我其实没什么准备到
不过明天的科目应该还好啦
应该可以……

最近
有种想买PSP的冲动
其实也不是最近的事啦
不过还在想
应不应该买呢?
买什么颜色好呢?

Piano Black?Felicia Blue?Lavendar Purple?
Matte Bronze?
什么颜色呢?
其实我比较喜欢黑色
不过感觉上
黑色好像很多人用
很普通……
可是别的颜色又好像很浅
怎么办呢?
再想想^^

我今天竟然安然无恙的回来

本来我以为
今天我肯定死定的
哪里知道
我竟然安然无恙的回来喔
呵呵……^^
真的赶工赶到半死
不过幸好
都完成了
都怪自己记性不好
功课放哪里都不知道
可能已经丢掉了也
不知道……
真是的
明年不这样了
什么东西都放在同一个file里了
要找什么都容易啊
有不会不见
对吧
哇卡卡卡卡~
实在是聪明哦
呵呵呵
跟我们家彤彤学回来的哦
我看他什么都放在一起
要找的时候也容易
哪像我
一个file两个file……
都不知道那一个打那一个……
我要考试了哦
可是还是不怎么有心情读书
不过幸好
星期五考的我还ok……
这个星期5和6
我得一个人过咯
没人管我几点睡
没人管我做什么
呵呵
期待期待~

结束快一个星期了

本来不怎么想写
这个标题的
不过最后还是写了……
本来不怎么去想了
但是看了个朋友的部落，
又开始想了
我朋友说

''半夜起来
看着黑漆漆的周围
我在自己的房间里哭了很久
周围都太黑了
那种被吞噬的感觉
很可怕''

这种感觉我试过
真的不好受
他还说

''想他
却什么都不能做
明明还很在意
却死硬装坚强
以为不去想
就代表可以驱走
那种刻骨铭心的寂寞''

真的不好受
逼自己什么都不想
可是到最后还是什么都想了
怎样才能摆脱
我不知道
怎样才能忘记
我也不知道
我觉得这段回忆
我不想忘记
很想彻彻底底的收在心里…………

不知觉的高兴

不懂怎么了
就是觉得很高兴
【ps：其实我是知道的……不告诉你而已……呵呵】
就是开心啊
高兴嘛
整个早上就一直傻笑
【ps：我跟tracy说我好不容易正常了起来……
可是她却说……我更加不正常……= =】
今天啊
有事没事就傻笑
连睡觉都会笑到醒起来哦
呵呵……o(∩_∩)o...
高兴高兴高兴
开心开心开心
怎么说呢
或许你会觉得我真的疯了
不过我自己也觉得我疯了
呵呵……
真的真的好开心哦~
好入正题
今天呢
其实没什么东西做
也没什么上可
就很多老师去监考PMR嘛
所以就很多没来啦
一整个早上就在跟那班
死党
说说笑笑的
就很开心很开心
一直傻笑就对了
总而言之
我今天就是一直傻笑
好开心好开心哦
^^

朋友和男友的差别

在某某地方看到的
觉得蛮有趣下
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＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。

男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。

男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。

男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。

男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。

男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。

男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。

男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。

他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。

因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。

那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。

男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

★我要把幸福裝滿.連同我......一起送給你～。。☆

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害

放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦...

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

~*~在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~*~

~*~都能夠忠誠眷屬~*~

贝壳的传说

也许有一天
我会是那故事里的主角
=================================

女孩對男孩說...
ㄟ...你知道貝殼ㄉ傳說嗎？
聽說只要找到一個兩片密和的粉紅色貝殼一起丟入海裡...
那一對戀人就能永遠在一起ㄝ......
男孩說...
怪怪...小傻瓜,你也會相信這種傳說ㄚ？
放心啦...就算不用貝殼我們也能永遠在一起的！
我會盡心盡力的！你就別多想了！
女孩微笑的對男孩說...
嗯......我們不需要貝殼的...

.......................................................

幾個月之後...
女孩消失了......
手機關機...家中電話變成空號.........
男孩用盡所有力量就是找不到她...男孩絕望了...認為她騙了他...
不久後...
男孩變了一個人...打架鬧事、酗酒、混幫...

......................................................

女孩的朋友問女孩...
你不會後悔没告訴他嗎?
女孩說...
不會的...我不想讓他知道我的病...我寧願躲他...
女孩的朋友說...
怕他為你哭？為你難過...？
女孩點點頭......
女孩的朋友說...
那你走了後...我要告訴他嗎？
女孩沒有回應...只是拿起v8給朋友說...
幫我拍好嗎？拍完替我交給他...
女孩的朋友接過v8
恩......那我開始嚕...

.......................................

女孩的朋友在男孩生日會時找到了男孩...
女孩的朋友說:給你的！
男孩豪邁的笑說:唉呀...你給我禮物ㄚ...是不是對我有意思ㄚ?
跟那個人一樣？想玩我喔？
女孩的朋友沒说話...只留著淚對他說...
你看完就知道了
男孩錯愕...回家后馬上把帶子放出來...
看到女孩的身影...她坐在病床上微笑的說...
記得貝殼的傳說嗎？
我有跑去找呢...
但我還是沒找到反而弄了一身髒呢...你一定會罵我傻瓜吧？
其實......我真的想找到它...因為我想跟你永遠在一起...
男孩冷哼了一聲...
畫面中女孩哽咽的說...
我知道你很恨我為什麼躲你...
你一定想說我騙你...
但你知道我為什麼要去找貝殼嗎？
因為...我沒辦法用自己的力量去跟你到永遠...
這個帶子是我拜託小琳拍的...算是我給你的遺書吧......
男孩錯愕
因為......我得了胃癌...醫生說...活不到半年了所以我才躲你的...
你知道嗎...
我本來不想跟你說的
但我怕小琳去跟你說时你會罵小琳...所以.........
我想或許你收到時我的生命可能剩不到幾天吧......
我是來跟你說.....
我愛你...的...
女孩嘆息說...
現在的我真的需要貝殼吧....
男孩眼前蒙上一塵薄霧...
忽然畫面模糊了...
只聽到...女孩柔柔的聲音說 ...
宇...我愛你...再見了...
男孩的淚流了出來...
男孩慢慢的把帶子退出來...
對著皮包裡那個合照說...
我也愛你...

...................................................

幾天後...
女孩的朋友到男孩的家去接男孩...
女孩的朋友问...
你真的找到了那個貝殼喔?
男孩答...
恩......什麼時候會讓朋友進去祭拜？
女孩的朋友說...等等吧...
他們進入女孩的祭堂...
男孩對女孩說...
你真壞ㄚ...比我先走了...
害我還去找了貝殼...我已經把另一片丟入海了...
這是你的...
男孩把貝殼丟進火裡說...
你也把它丟入海吧...
那我們一定能在下輩子永遠在一起的...
男孩吻著女孩留給他的項鍊說......
這個給我了...就當我送你貝殼的代價...
還有ㄚ,你手上的戒指不能丟喔...
那是我跟你結婚的證據喔...
就這樣了...祭師在罵我了...
不過我還是得說這句话...不管忌不忌諱...因為我都娶你了ㄚ...
那句話就是...
我愛你...
還有...我不會忘記貝殼的傳說的...

I am very be thankful for this rain

Its a boring sunday
when i got nothing to do but sleep
and non stop sneezing....
I am now halfly dead because of the sickness
well to me
nowaday online
doesnt means anything already
what had lost
is already lost....
Sudden thinking of inventing
a ' Time Machine '
where people can fly back from time to time.
If there is such a discovery
i think that person is going to be a
Billionaire...
If there really is this invention
i am willing to pay for the price
dont care of how much its cost
In this whole 16 years of my life
i had actually regret for
doing and not doing somethings
For example:
1. I am regret that i hadnt say yes when the teacher asked me to be
a prefect when i was still in primary school.
2. I am regret that i didnt pay much attention during moderm math
period when i was still in form 2,which i am sure if i did pay enough attention tat time
my moderm math wouldnt be this sucks now .
3. There is still a lot more regretful things which i had thought of but i dont remember it now
4. The most importent for now is I am very very very regret that i had post that letter.....
I really wish that i hadnt post it ....
why can i be so forgetful when i am ought to
but i cant forget to bring that letter ....
I really how that things can go back in time for about 2 week
I didnt ask for more
I just wish that it can be back in 2 weeks time....
Thanking the rain
if it isnt for the rain drops sound
i think i would had thought of more thing that i am not ought to think about.....

很长一段时间没有这样过了

今天去了
Kursus Kepimpinan
本来还在想
为什么老师不给我主席做
现在我懂了
那就是因为
主席根本没什么工作要做
反而秘书就忙的要死
要是把那些秘书的公务
交给现在的主席做
哈哈哈
我看学校肯定倒
不过说真的
秘书还真忙
什么一大堆borang都要
我看我明年是等死了
哇卡卡卡
无视我吧
我已经很多天没这么开心过了
刚才去血拼
不管什么
什么我都拿
反正爸爸给钱
我也很久没买东西了
买啊买
拿啊拿
拿了很多参考书
哈哈哈
我会想的ok
买的都是有用的东西
不过还买的真多啊
还买了一本画册
以后什么都画在里面咯
这本画册绝对跟身
想画的时候就画
呵呵
画册是黑色的哦
下次把照片传上来^^
还有就是
之前自己多想了
很觉得自己傻
不过现在不想啦
是时候想考试了
哇卡卡卡

距离年尾考试6天~
[ps:应该是距离死期6天……救命啊!!!]

恋爱大过天

现在的心情~

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歌名:恋爱大过天
歌手: Twins

学业要紧我会小心

喜欢的他郤在左近

聊聊天竟比考试更专心

难道没有他

我会更自爱

何时可恋爱

理论为何没记载

要那样才是应该

同学爱新鲜恋爱大过天

想不想也日夜怀念

连甜梦也不够甜

当然现在我未成年让我肤浅

只知恋爱大过天

忘记有益的格言

自动掠过他眼前

怎麽闪同学始终会遇见

学习太多爱好太少

光阴一眨眼便跑掉

为何他竟比功课更紧要

少女爱暗恋本是自然

现在志愿以後或会变

而我是否懂得爱不应该也难改变

(未大个女你大概应该)

天空海阔什麽都喜爱

谈些少恋爱谈更多未来

应不应该为他锻炼期待

如果可爱爱爱亦无害

难道老来先可以恋爱

结束的第二天

2008年10月10日
星期五 [晴]
距离年尾考试7天

今天很累
不知道为什么
一直钓鱼
幸好
有两节空节
让我睡了睡……
今天知道了我明年的职位
主席
不是我的……
结果我还是上任秘书
算了
注定的就是注定的
我没什么话说……
最近总觉得
运气又开始低了
本以为
这种时候不会再发生
可是切切实实的又发生了
总觉得
现在比较喜欢留在学校
在学校里
可以什么都不去用想
可以没有烦恼的站岗
至少面具可以带着
回到家
面具才下来后
面对着没有人的4面墙壁
算了~~~
什么都不讲了
只有期待雨过天晴的时候………………
雨过天晴纯在吗?

我有必要把自己弄成这样吗?

突然有种什么都失去的感觉
朋友?
除了我学校的死党
我还有谁呢?
家人?
一路来感情都不好...
名利?
我觉得属于我的主席位子应该没了...
成绩?
离考试只有8天我什么都还没读到
我还有什么呢?
就像一夜之间失去了所有的一切
我省自觉得
我连上网的意义都没有了
每天上网
都没有意义了
5个月前
我就已经变了
我不再是我自己
这是不可能改变的事实了
虽然很多人总是对我说
你拥有的很多……很羡慕你哦
可是我我觉得
我拥有的一切都失去了
怎么这种感觉这么悲伤
很讨厌回家一个人的感觉
很讨厌不被人理的感觉
很讨厌
很讨厌

结束的第一天

2008年10月9日
星期四 [阴]
距离年未考试8天

今天
幸好有那帮幼稚的朋友
陪着和一些安慰
总算熬过了
上半节的课
如果没有他们
我也不知道我自己
会在那边想什么了
下半节
去参加了
不懂那个董事长夫人的葬礼
出席的学校不多
应该只有我们，我们的死对头和中华
其实也没什么东西作
就只是站在那边
不过也站了蛮久
大概2个小时多吧
过后就开始走了
走还蛮远的
不过幸好有给雨伞
其实我一路来都觉得我们第一副校长很好
今天跟她讲了些话
总觉得她会是个很好的校长
他还问我们
要不要喝甘蔗水
他要请哦
可是因为路边的不干净所以
我们就说不用了
感谢他
不过这就是当学长的好处
跟老师的关系也会比较好的
虽然有时真的不怎么满意那个团体
不过一起工作那么多年的
死党们
我还是很喜欢他们的……
大概12点多就完了
回学校时
老师就分了那个红包
竟然……O.O
RM20
我参加过很多董事长和夫人的葬礼
这个是给最多钱的
真是没想到
我本来还以为只有RM4
回到家后
实在是顶不顺我那长了的头发
就直接拿理发剪刀自己修了
现在感觉还不错下^^
还有就是我要谢谢开心
给我的安慰
我现在才发现
原来我怎么多人看我的部落
我因不应该关了它呢?

我不甘心，不甘心！！！

我不甘心
为什么
为什么
为什么
我连选择的机会都没
为什么就这样不公平
明明就好好的
一天之内
怎么能够变得这么多
为什么
上天这么不公平
明明可以很好的
为什么
我真的很不甘心
真么可以那么狠心
对我们这么不公平
为什么
为什么
为什么
……………………………………
我不甘心
我不甘心
我不甘心
我真的真的很不甘心
泪
流了又干，干了又流…………
为什么
为什么

珍惜

相爱却不能够在一起
是一件

很痛苦的事
所以
请记得
一定要珍惜
你所拥有的人
或东西
不要错过了才来后悔
有些人
连在一起的机会都没有……
昨天跟今天
可以是很大的差别
什么事情转眼间
都会变
为什么
为什么上天就这么不公平
这么残忍
把两个好好的人弄成这样
我不甘心
为什么
为什么
为什么
所以
拥有机会的请记住一定要

珍惜

收了我不该收的，给了我不该给的

人家说
雨过天晴
我就说
晴过雨天
刚刚出去走走时
竟然看见了
2道彩虹
是同时看到2道哦
我已经6年没看过这样的奇景了....
人家说
发生了不好的事情后，一定会有好的事情发生……
虽然只有11天
可是我已经很开心了
虽然我说
把那11天当着不存在过
可是我会永远记得那11天的
你就别再自责了
我没怪你……
就好象你说
算我们有缘无份吧……
但是给出去的东西，我没打算收回
就如送出去的东西，没有收回来的意识
一切随缘吧……
事情的发生不能怪你
要怪就怪我
当初就不该开始任何电脑游戏
不该开始meetoto
都怪自己
不敢狠心的结束掉这一切
现在
终于有机会了
我看是时候结束了……
结束掉这不应该开始的一切……

终于结束了通通都结束了

终于
今天全部都结束了
eh…………
别误会我的意识
我是说
全部的比赛都结束了
电脑下半年考试也考完了
真是累死我了
不停的比赛
一直不停的来
今天电脑班开始
真是难到
我快昏倒
本来叫爸爸5.30来接我的
谁知道
我弄到6.30才回幸好没被骂
不过
不是我做的慢
其实
都是在帮别人耽误了时间
我本来应该5.50就可以回了
谁知
一个两个问了又问....
最后我真的顶不顺了
我决定我教那些在被后讲人的小人
我直接说
你去问老师吧!我不是天才我不会做
然后转头走人
hohoho
真是爽到
看他以后还要讲什么
敢讲我朋友的坏话
也不看看自己是什么货色
有种讲人没胆承认
这样就别讲啊
活该你考试不及格
打死我也不会帮你....
还有今天真是累啊
糊里糊涂的把我今天的13个小时
送给我的学校
早上还
糊里糊涂的站了整整两节时间
听那个废校长说废话.....
真是无聊

舍弃的东西是没办法捡回来的

自己不要而随手扔掉的东西
扔了……
就没办法那捡回来了
自己不珍惜的机会
自然会有别人珍惜……
机会没了
再怎么后悔也没用
东西也是别人的了……
最进看了"命中注定我爱你"
在戏里面
就看得很清楚
自己不好好珍惜的机会
一旦时间一到
错过了
就会是不了了之的没了……
怨不得别人
机会应该是自己把握的
只有懂得珍惜机会
和珍惜他人的人
才值得我去珍惜
错过了
就是错过了
没有回头路可走
就像失去心的人一样……

一个没有准备的比赛

还记得我说的那个
设计比赛吗
今天终于在我什么都没有准备
之下完成了
前面跟后面
都是临场弄出来的
应该还不错吧
希望能的奖哦
其实我还蛮满意的
因为什么都没准备
所以我对自己的要求不会放很高.....
开心的说完了
不开心的是
我最进很烦
很烦很烦很烦!!!
烦死人了
为什么会那么烦
这个我不方便说
只想说
我是无心之人,
心以属于别人......

偷心贼

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

最近出现了个偷心贼
不知不觉的
心也被他给偷走了
其也
也不是近期的事了
应该说
早以被他给偷走了……
失去了的心
永远永远
都要不回来了.
他说:

'' 愛一個人必須 心、（口）
並用 用你的真心去融化他 用你的言語去感動他 。
爱她就要付出多一倍的心血来对待她
用时间来证明你对她的爱 用你的爱来感动她的心
不管你身在何处，你们彼此都会爱着对方
还有思念着对方的微笑还有回忆。
可能你就是我的未来或将来，
我不敢给你任何一个承诺，
因为我们不知道未来会发生什么事情。

珍惜现在的每一分每一秒，

不过我想不会有人会拆散我的感情。''

我只能说
失去的那颗心
现在是属于他的了
生生世世都属于他的
再也拿不回
也没办法要回了……

去了个好友的生日会

前天就是3号
是szewei的生日
昨天就是她的生日会
我去了
很多人去下
还蛮多东西吃的啦
ok咯
应该都是她婆婆和妈妈弄的...
因为时间的关系
我没办法去买生日礼物
而且...
我这个朋友太太太有钱了
什么都有
根本不知道要送他什么
所以我跟tracy就想
一起合起来送
谁知道
到最后tracy的表姐vic也有去
也一起合了钱
amy也一起
所以到最后就4个人送了份RM50多的礼物
ok啦 就是这份礼物啦
有没有很可爱了
当然啦
是我包的吗
wakakakaka我知道我很自恋
然后呢昨天早上
就是我们亲爱的szewei很早就叫我去了
可是因为爸爸不在
加上要陪某某e"
所以很迟才去
大概7.30
才去载我一个朋友
呵呵……我是最后第三个到
我们包尾的这三个都是同班的
wakakakak
果然是同班同心
去到寿星家就看到食物了

然后就吃咯
satay很好吃下
还有popcorn我忘了拍去来
这是服了这位寿星
生日还有popcorn
然后我们就在客厅里废话,看戏...吵闹
总之就是把他家拆下来
不过过后有的就上去房间
我的上3楼
有的在下面
就开始闷了
然后我们几个
tracy,vic,amy,tasik ching和我
就去吃豆腐花
看蛋糕
话说他的蛋糕还蛮特别的
他妈妈特地弄了个完完全全cream的蛋糕
其实应该是讲只有cream而已的蛋糕
给我们玩那个寿星
那个寿星啊
连蜡烛都不敢吹
不过最后还是被我们弄得整脸cream

是不是很多cream叻
谢谢szewei妈妈咯
然后就弄到寿星整个脸都是cream
hoho
很好很好
过后就拆礼物咯
我就在旁边玩psp
还蛮好玩的
会考虑去买个来玩
过后就很多人要回了
跟他们玩了几盘Big 2
过后就上3楼玩wii
很好下
我们玩那个壁球...hoho
我跟寿星破佳颖他们的记录就是hit 40下
过后还有玩赛车
很好玩下
我一直赢
彩敏一直输
哇卡卡卡
[ps:我说彩敏啊你真的不适合玩赛车....我是我讲的啊...哇卡卡]
过后某某人吹我回家
所以我就打电话叫爸爸来载了
还有还有
这是我今天无聊的杰作
很久没有画了是真真画在手上的哦

Genius Me

Well remember i said that
my desktop go crazy on the last post
well i did call on the dell
and they do give me some help
but its helpless
ok so i call again to the
technical support
and this time i got a quite nice
and friendly person
i am most satisfied
ok that person said that
if it isnt my hard drives problem
then it will be some software's problem
so he asked me to go in my system
using the safe mode
back up all my important data
and asked me to reformat my whole computer
OMG~
i will go crazy if my computer need to be reformat
i had got too much important datas
too many important ps work
and so on
which need to be back up
and i dont have an external memory
and so he added
when u finish back up all the important datas
i can just call back and they will
show me the process of the reformatting
ok thanked him and just hang up my phone
and i started thinking
software ... hrm....
the only software that i had install on tuesday
is my old AVG anti virus
i was using avg before i used avira
cause the due date is up
and i just dont know what happen to y avira on tuesday
so i just uninstalled everything
and reinstall avg
but who knows
after installing back my avg
there is an error and i just ignore it
so the error brings me this problem
After knowing it my stupid anti virus who cause the error
i got in my safe mode
uninstall the stupid anti virus
walah....everything's done
hoho
gerius me.....
[ps: i know i am perasan...everybody do say so....]
LOLX

有着特异功能的自恋人

哈哈哈~
笑死我啦……
真是个经典画面
有个人去参加了
第三届绝对super star比赛
被拍到些经典的画面
大家去看看吧
笑死了
看那个第一个出场的褐色衣服的

http://www.8tv.com.my/Shows/EpHighlight.aspx?MasterID=198&ShowID=317&MenuID=2&SubMenuID=1&TemplateID=1&EpID=8043&VideoID=7478

Christmas In My Heart

xdo跳的第一首歌
真的很喜欢，很喜欢这首歌....
也把这首歌送给一个人
===========================================
歌名：Christmas In My Heart
歌手 ：Sarah Connor

Every time we say goodbye
There's something breaking deep inside
I tried to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled
But somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul

I've been always on the run
So many different places, having fun
But like a river always knows just where to flow
Now that December comes I feel like coming home

It's Christmas in my heart
When I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do

Tomorrow may be grey
We may be torn apart
But if you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart

I don't know how to stay alive
Without your touch without you by my side
Just like the desert's always waiting for the rain
Oh baby, I wish the holy night would come again

Everywhere I go and everyone I know
Is making lots of wishes for old Santa Claus
But all I really need tonight
Is for you to come and hold me tight
What is Christmas without you here by my side
I need you tonight

It's Christmas in my heart
When I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do

Tomorrow may be grey
We may be torn apart
Baby if your stay tonight for Christmas
You're fullfilling all my wishes

If you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart
It's Christmas in my heart.......

Such a bad luck

Seriously
I am really really bored
the whole night without my computer
but at lease i have got someone to sms with
so it isn't that boring...
but its still boring .... ignore me
ok after a whole night of boringness
i finally get to come back to my
old house
back in my old room
with my pc in it
who knows
the stupid pc just got problem
and hang for the whole afternoon
oh my god not this time
i am already super bored
so i waited for the whole afternoon
hoping that it will run normally as usual
who know
it didn't
having totally no idea on how i am going to run the computer back on normally
i call for the DELL TECHNICAL SUPPORT
which i use to call everyday
when i find bought the computer
wakakakakakaa
i express it as scolding the people
but i didn't ever scold them anyway
they are such kind people
always solving my problem
'' thank you dell technician ''
lucky there is still a laptop for me to use
if not i have to wait for another 1 and a half hours for the scanning process
and that will be killing me for sure
i wonder?
why everytime when my mum is using the laptop
it will be extremely slow
but when i am using it
it ok
quite fast in the speed
wonder why?
maybe the laptop doesnt want my mum to use it
wakakaka
so i should tell my mother
'' mummy the laptop is MINE ''
wakakakaka
[ps: getting crazy by the boringness ]

Lifeless Boringness me

Well~
althought i like my another house
which is a condo
but i just hate to overnight there
cause
there is no astro
there is no internet
there is no phone
there is no nothing
expect the basic one
OMG~!!!
yesterday
my lovely dearly mother = =
said that
'' we are going to the condo for a night there ''
i am half dead when i heard this
how am i going to pass my night there
the only thing i can do is
watch boring show on tv
listen to my mp4
play with my phone
what else can i do
impossible to sleep in the pool all night rite? O.O
i am just kidding
or should i just watch the trees moves? O.O
OMG~
i will get crazy thinking of what i should do later
god help me
when will i have that kind of freedom
which can ensure my parents
not to force me to go where ever i dont want to
haiz~....
i really dont want to go there
no i dont
555~~~~~~~~~~~
how can i escape???

有口无言

有东西想写
可是有不知道怎么去写
写来写去
都写不出
算了~
想到怎么写了我在不会去
昨天
跟了我那傻傻的表姐说话
原来那我已经快1年没跟他说话了
她忙她的
我忙我的
加上我最近不常上msn
她有不用skype
就这样很久没跟他说话了
最天突然心血来潮
上了msn看了她的persional msg 写
'' z❤k [ 她跟她男友的名字] [01] year [00] month [05] days ''
意识是说他们已经走一年多了
恭喜哦
几时要给我红包啊
哇卡卡卡
[ps:想太多……请无视……哇卡卡卡]